Monday, February 26, 2007
the lunar new yea is almost over already.. much of the atmosphere has die-ed.. well, this new year was great for me.. at least better than some of those in the past.. i also had mixed luck in gambling.. yesterday at mahjong, i won $10, but lost $20 in blackjack.. then a few days ago, lost another $10 bucks in mahjong..
this year took more photos too. most have been uploaded and i shall add a few more.. nowadays, im getting really bored at home.. really want to get a job soon.. getting tired of waking up to watching SCV already and sleeping to SCV too.. and if any of you have a mahjong game which i can borrow, please lend it to me?

my lovely family
this was arranged by the lion dance troop
my two beautiful sisters.. but both at taken le..
i wished this were my very own Z4
me and big sis
Josh Loh
4:32 PM
Monday, February 19, 2007
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ONE AND ALL!!!!
today was the first day of the lunar new year.. there wasnt anything special but just felt really happy today.. only towards the end of the day when i lost $35 at mahjong with my family.. haha
morning was the usual, went over to parental grand-parents place and had lunch there before going over to my maternal grand-parents place.. upon reaching, realised that all my uncles from my mother's side where all there except for one who was driving his taxi..
and for the first year, my cousins where super gluey to me.. they used to be scared of me for some reason or another.. haha.. so i had a good time playing with them.. and i 'worked' pretty hard to entertain them as well.. after that, i took photos with ah ma and she smiled really nicely when she took the photo with me.. felt really good when i saw the photos when i came home.. also, our family managed to take a quan jia fu.. again, this time, only one of my uncles was not around to be part of the photo.. after that, when over to my great uncle's place for dinner before heading home to mahjong.. lost some money to my younger sister, i might or might not be able to win it back.. but i definitely hope i do win it back..
time for some photos..
my two beautiful sisters..
me and AH MA
jia min and elgin.. dun ask why me face is like that
loh family with my AH MA
the TAY family without ah tai uncle
the three grand childrens
its elgin again.. i just love him..
Josh Loh
1:01 AM
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Top 15 Reasons to Date a Tennis Player
1. Even when they're not scoring, they're in Love
2. They do it on more than one surface
3. They hit from any angle
4. They grunt when the action heats up
5. They're good with their hands
6. They do it with 2 or 4 people
7. They've got endurance to last 3 hours or longer
8. They wear tiny skirts for easy play
9. They know how to stroke it
10. They do it for unlimited minutes in many different postitions
11. They like to be on top of their game
12. They enjoy getting hot and sweaty
13. They work the balls really well
14. They know how to take it up the middle
15. They play the court until they score
I would like to date a tennis player!
Josh Loh
12:04 AM
Friday, February 16, 2007
met up with vince, eng long, keith and shaun for sakae sushi today.. was suppose to meet them at 245pm, but because of my stupid silly sister, she took like forever to get the contract done la.. then by the time we reached sakae, it was almost 4pm liao.. and myself, eng long and vince all haven had breakfast la... imagine how hungry we were..
well, we ate like alot and when i receive the phots from shaun, i'll upload them.. we ate like almost 50 plates of sushi and side dishes lor.. haha.. really full.. and how do we kill time at sakae, we send sushi to another table of pjc girls, because they were just too noisy la.. so we thought we would make fun of them as well as entertain ourselves.. we heard them talking damn loudly since we sat down.. and they really din stop talking loudly la... then they also shouted one of their friends name, which was cheryl.. then we also made fun of them by shouting CHERYL as well.. then like girls usually do, they made fun of it and shouted bac CHERYL..
so we thought it was over.. but no, keith and shaun came up with an idea to send them a piece of message with vincent's actual email address.. and who he was and what he wore.. but when they replied, with a stupid false email address and a supposely kind message.. well, i think the photo will speak for itself.. then when we left, they too left sakae, and still kept saying CHERYL CHERYL all. haha.. felt like i was back in secondary school days.. but only that i wasnt so havoc during my secondary school days lor..
then after sakae, i left for jae hee's place before going to the airport to send jen wei off to australia... and guess who i saw there, my ex.. i was quite stunned when i first thought i saw her.. but when i saw her mum, i realised that it was actually her.. but i din go up to her to say hi.. and just continued to chat with jen and the rest.. then i decided to message her as i felt bad.. then i think she knew that i was at the airport as she asked how i know she was leaving tonight.. i din was to let her know that i was there.. cause she was just less thatn 5m away from where jen and his family were standing.. then i acted as though i was happy and all.. but actually, i felt like shit inside.. and all the past memories just flashed passed.. but its history.. i got to be strong and move on..
then after that, raph, jon and jae, we all went to ampang bedok to eat prata.. and when we were on our way home, as i closed the door, i accidently closed the door with raph's fingers trapped in between.. i tell you, when he first shouted my name, i looked at his face and i thought he was joking.. but i realised that actually he was in F**King lots of pain lor.. so i quickly opened the door and eased his pain.. i felt like shit man.. and jon they all just laughed about it.. but i really thought this time gone case.. needa go hospital la.. but fortunately, it was just small bruising only.. so we went to jae's place to get some ice for him.. really glad that raph's fingers didnt break.. if nt, i would really be lost as to what to do sia...
today has really been a day of a thousand feelings... but i think the worst one was when i saw my ex at the airport.. but it was a good day nonetheless..
Josh Loh
2:20 AM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
just came back from snow boarding.. there was this cute girl there snow boarding together.. but i think she is older than me though... but nevermind.. learing to snow board was more important.. i fell down like a thousands times when i tried to master coming down the slope.. really paiseh lor.. keep falling and with my sis and the girl looking.. made things worst.. but at the end of the day, i mastered coming down the slope and also moving from side to side.. too bad its too expensive, if not i'll go back for more lessons..
yesterday was g3 br cohesion at safra tampines.. we ate at sakura then followed by bowling.. the lunch was really filling la.. think i over ate that day.. anyway the buffet was nice but i should have eaten a little slower.. then came the bowling.. was up against the pros, maj yang, cpt pat, sgt chen al brought there balls.. but i just bowled like i usually do.. and managed to bowl pretty well, and came out with the highest pinfall... quite suprised honestly. but after the game, my right arm was totally wasted.. no strength at all..
after they gave away the prizes, vince, zg, kelvin and i went to bugis to walk walk as vince wanted to do some shopping for cny.. we walked around bugis street and we all complained that it was too crowded and sweat too much.. then after vince bought a pair of berms, we went over to bugis to makan at billy bombers.. after the filling meal, we chilled out at the arcade before heading home..
thats all for now.. will blog again soon.. (i hope)
Josh Loh
12:38 AM
Sunday, February 04, 2007
AH MA, THIS POST IS FOR YOU
'ah boy ah, time to wake up liao la'(in hokkiien) grandma would shout to me in the morning.. and when i look at the time, its barely 6am in the morning and my ah ma was trying to get a 10year old me to wake up..
i remember clearly those days.. those were filled with laughers and good food from the small tampines home.. sleeping on the floor in front of the tv with my favorite uncles and getting to help ah ma with the dishes and house chores..
'ah boy ah, you havn't bath right.. you better faster go and bath before i whack your pi gu ah i tell you' ah ma would say everyday to me in hokkien.. she still does it once in awhile when she comes to visit me.. in the same old tone..
visited her today at her place after my mum had a small meeting with my uncles regarding what treatment my ah ma would be taking.. it was decided that she will not be undergoing chemotherapy and will get another opinion on which treatment would be best for her to ease the pain that she is already going through.. chinese or western medicine will be decided real soon..
she has lost so much weight since the last time i'd seen her.. you can see her bones and all.. the skin and muscle in her arms were barely existence i tell you.. the very sight of her just hits the spot i tell you.. after all that she has done for you in the past.. it really just hurts to see her go through all this misery.. i really hope that the cancer wouldn't give her too much trouble and that the medicine will help her ease the pain in her pancreas and also in her mind.. as you know, old people tends to let the mind games get to them.. i just want her to be happy and not worry about her condition.. ah ma, thank you for taking care of me all these years..
Josh Loh
11:31 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
well, today was suppose to be a happy day.. but it ended really sad for me.. just found out that my ah ma has pancreas cancer.. which has spread to her lungs.. hearing my mum speak to my eldest uncle regarding what we should do about her cancer, hearing her cry over the phone, just pains me.. i feel so helpless.. cant do anything or say anything as i feel that i am still so young, what can i offer them to help ease the pain..
and i understand that its really painful for my mum as it is her mother.. so definitely will be difficult for her to take this blow.. even for myself, as the grandson, i feel kind of upset to hear about her condition.. im like kinda lost now.. really duno what i should do.. acting happy will not be of any use.. trying to console my mum wun help much either.. haiz.. feel like crying..
Josh Loh
10:42 PM