Tuesday, May 30, 2006
well, a short one before i go to bed.. really tired.. anyway, yesterday finally met claire after such a long time... the last time we met was for ice cream at city hall with her younger sister.. anyway she was feeling grouchy, so i accompanied her home after she went shopping at parkway.. tried to cheer her up, but did not really get her to smile that much... used to be able to make her laugh a lot during my sec3 days.. but now, guessed she has grown up and she is marturing... well, hope she is feeling good today as she is going MOS.. if only i could go...
lastly, i feel like shit today.. do not know why happened or what made me feel this way... i just feel shitty today.. just now during the IPPT fo 720SIR, i was starring blankly into thin air.. do not know what my mind was thinking about either.. do not know if its too much things on my mind.. or there is really nothing on my mind so i just stare blankly.. cannot really remember what i was thinking about when i was stoning.. wished i could write it down.. but i really cant do it.. really feel crappy.. need hug.. maybe just sleep will do.. i duno la... fuck it.. just go slp liao.. ciao!!!
Josh Loh
10:10 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
what a weeken it has been.. started of damn badly sia.. then it got to a point where i really really felt down and out.. felt like it was the end for me.. but then it became better till now...
lets start with friday.. was supposed to end at 4.30... but ended in camp till 6.30pm.. what the hell sia.. got to rush something for a superior as he asked for some data.. and it took me and my spec 2hrs to get it done... then after that, could not get a ticket to watch x men 3 from any cinema around town... haiz.. then after that, played pool instead and go went to jun yong's house to play with his dog and ps2...
then came saturday.. on the night of friday, i opened the NTU letter and read that i got rejected again... then sat morning, nsmen called me to go down to release him.. then somethings happened and i was scolded for going down with telling one of the warrant officers who is in charge of discipline in my camp.. i meant i was told he would settle the matter.. then when i called the nsman, he said its not settled.. then i went back to office to get my files and go down to release him. then when i was about to release him, the warrant called can scolded me... saying why i din call him and all.. and that i wasted his sat with his family.. i mean, come on la.. i was also in camp and then i went down by myself what... you mean i did not waste me weekend mehz.. what the hell man.. then after that, went back home and hate dinner with my family.. then heard my sis sing a few songs... haha.. then went back home and sleep...
then came sunday... got woken up by work AGAIN.. oh my god.. what do i have to do before i a good night's sleep.. anyway, after that, went to have lunch with sis and mum.. before going for some jackpot and buying myself a pair of jeans... and before sun, NUS sent a letter and rejected my application to. sigh.. might have to go overseas if i dun get a place next year... praying hard...
Josh Loh
11:20 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
so many things im keeping inside.. people all think that im doing a very easy job... everyday can come home to relax and sleep... but deep down, they do not know what goes on behind the scene.. today was really a pissifying day sia.. do not want to say anymore about it and i just want to forget it and look forward to tomorrow... really felt like shit on the way back.. was damn tempted to go to east coast to yell my lungs out sia... enoug said.. going to bed to wash away memories of today..
Josh Loh
9:40 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
forgot to add one point yesterday... there were some part of my happy weekend when i felt kinda empty inside.. dun wan to brod too much about it.. but i want to take this down so as to remind myself that there is much more to reality than meets the eye.. guess i still lack the other half which im still waiting to arrive in my life... for now, i guess i can just look at happy couples together and hope their love for each other will not die out... and to those who are still waiting for the arrival of prince charming or snow white, just hang in there.. he/she will definitely arrive soon.. have faith in love... hope i can tell myself that...
Josh Loh
10:40 PM
forgot to add one point yesterday... there were some part of my happy weekend when i felt kinda empty inside.. dun wan to brod too much about it.. but i want to take this down so as to remind myself that there is much more to reality than meets the eye.. guess i still lack the other half which im still waiting to arrive in my life... for now, i guess i can just look at happy couples together and hope their love for each other will not die out... and to those who are still waiting for the arrival of prince charming or snow white, just hang in there.. he/she will definitely arrive soon.. have faith in love... hope i can tell myself that...
Josh Loh
10:40 PM
another week just gone by.. another week yet to come... time flies by so fast this weekend... that i barely have time to blog.. well im here now.. and i'll blog on the things i did this weekend... well, friday night played two hours of tennis with jason.. was down 2-0 at first.. played damn badly sia.. not serving well and not hitting my forehand well enough.. but after that, i served a little better and he made a few mistakes... so i slowly raced to a 2-4 lead.. then soon, he got tired and i won the set 2-6.. was good to play a set.. reminds me of how i used to play in my jc days.. reminds me of the nyjc match.. where the match was tied at 2-2.. and i played in the last deciding single.. was damn nervous.. but once on the court, and playing, i felt great and won 9-0...
well, enough bragging la.. later people scould me say i hao lian.. anyway, friday night i was so tired.. but i still had to settle with lene on the time to meet on sat... at first we planned for sat morning one. but before we could settle it, i fell asleep and set my alarm for 9 in the morning.. then when i woke up, i read lene's message and she said to meet at 3.. OMG.. so late sia.. i had to leave early cause i needed to buy my younger sis's birthday present.. so lene did not wake up till 1.. and by then cen and i decided to go ahead to meet at her place.. just as i decided with cen, lene woke up and said we could go to her place anytime.. so we met at her place.. i went to cold storage to get the ingredient... then off i went to her place to show off my skills.. there were four girls there learning from me sia.. so scary.. if i did not make a good oreo cheesecake, then die liao.. anyway, taught the four girls and then rewarded myself with apple crumble and ice cream.. gossiped a little with them and kenny and then after the cake was done, i left for my dinner..
was going to have dinner at Lawry's ribs at paragon.. went to taka to get my sis a pair of dance shoes.. then off we went for dinner.. it was a special dinner la.. there was a ABN- AMBRO credit cards deal for the 5 course dinner and it was also to promote a wine company from america.. the encore white medly for the starter was damn nice and sweet.. not to strong but still packed the taste of good wine... then they served a osyter wanton.. then followed by the main course..
their prime ribs... the gravy was damn nice... and the mashed potatoes too.... their lamb(which i took a piece from my elder sis) wasn't that good tho.. lastly, came the dessert.. creme brulee... i tell you, that was the best dessert i ate since i went to france.. the top was harden sugar.. the bottom was ice cream and creme... then the sauce was a blueberry with strawberries... wah lau.. just damn nice.. was tempted to have another.. but sis said i was fat before that so i din take a second serving...
sunday afternoon arrived and i went to have this western food at beach road.. the chef came back from aussie after his work permit expired.. and i had a mixed grill with lamb, beef and chicken for just $7... value for money man... then i also had a good cup of ice coffee... then we to reserve seats for a brazilian steakhouse... the food there was GREAT i tell you. they serve the meat fresh from the kitchen where the bbq it.. then they slice a piece off onto your plate... my favourite was the pineapple.. the rubbed brown sugar and cinnanon on it and bbq it... the pineapple turned out swet on the outside and a little sour on the inside.. the flavour of the pineapple was not lost at all... really enjoyed my dinner.. hope i can get something good to eat next week too..
Josh Loh
10:40 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
yesterday was another good day.. haha.. went to people's park to get perfume with lene.. then we also had lunch there.. she was complaining about how she hates the yong tau foo stall.. haha... cause of one time when she was so hungry and still had to wait for the food, she vowed never to eat that stall even if it were very good.. but before that, haha, lene went to draw money from the ATM... we all know that to draw the money out, you need to press the buttons along the screen right... WRONG... lene went to press the screen instead.. as if it were a touch screen of sorts.. haha... i had a good laugh and also beating from her.. haha.. then after lunch, we walked OG for awhile.. looking for bags.. and also my younger sister's prez.. then we headed to town to walk walk and eat our fried mars bar... we walked around PS for awhile... bought wrapping paper and wrapped it while in spotlight.. then after that, went over to FE to eat the fried mars bar and drink ice milk tea with coffee... then mars bar were great i tell you.. together with the ice cream, the chocolate bar just melts in your mouth and the ice cream completes the dessert.. then after that, went shopping again.. i managed to get lene to buy herself a pair of heels to help her poor feets that had been through a war with many other heels.. then she nearly bought a top but too bad the design was not suited for her body type... then she left and i went to celebrate mother's day with my mum, grandmum, and two sisters... we ate the TOKICHI and then had ice cream at swenden's... what a day i tell you.. throughly enjoyed myself... cant wait for next sat when i go lene's house to bake cheesecake and eat apple crumble.. AND IM BRINGIN THE ICE CREAM FOR THE APPL CRUMBLE.. so better leave some for me..
Josh Loh
3:16 PM
finally i have an off to claim.. well better than going back to work on a monday.. what a super long week and weekend it was for me.. the week wasnt that good i tell you... the bridage exercise was enough to kill me on the first day. but towards the end, i manage to link up with the bridage's Nsmen pretty well, so things went much smoothly after the first two days.. and because of the exercise, i missed out on the NBS bash at MOMO... wished i could go there with raphael... just to enjoy and drink a little... but too bad, guess i will have to wait till the next NBS bash at MOS instead..
now to talk about my weekend instead.. which will last till today... sadly... anyway, friday din do much i guess.. just played tennis in the rain with raphael.. felt great to hit while its raining.. then after that, i met serene for dinner... we went to taka to eat the hong kong food.. i love the yin yang(milk tea with coffee)... sat was kinda low profile la.. went bowling with vincent(my first three mths classmate)... we bowled 5 games and we were both too tired to continue.. then we went to MS to have lunch.. then after that, we walked to esplanade take photos using his new cam and IR filter.. the effects of the filter is damn cool lehz... the leaves of the trees would turn to white.. as if it were winter.. haha.. so my friendster to see some samples... then after that, i went to meet kelvin, brian, kenny and gilbert for dinner at tampines... we ate at some chinese place la.. the chicken was damn nice.. juicy and the sauce was damn good... then when you wrap it in the cabbage, the juice would squirt out onto your hand... after dinner, something damn funny happened... kenny and bert were queueing to get bubble tea.. brian lim and i were standing at a distance waiting for them to get the drinks.. then suddenly this lady(in her mid 20s) came up to us and asked if we had lighter.. but too bad, none of us had one.. but the story comes after that incident... we were making fun of lim, cause he looks as though he smoke, so thats why the lady came up to ask and asked if we had a lighter.. then we joked with lim saying that she probably wanted his number instead.. and what makes things more funny is she isnt that pretty and lim was wearin a shirt which says, BAN THE BRA, and he had the same coloured hair as her... after that, we went bowling AGAIN at safra and headed over to lim's place to watch liverpool come from behind three times and win the FA cup in the shot out..
Josh Loh
3:16 PM
Friday, May 12, 2006
very lazy to type today... but i have so much that i want to write out... and let off my chest.. but guess its not today.. probably tomorrow after i have a good night's sleep..
Josh Loh
10:22 PM
Monday, May 01, 2006
what would you do if you were in my position.. you have to people under you and they both do not like each other at all.. one is going to ORD in august and he is clearing leave in june/july.. he has alot of knowledge and is competent in what he is doing... the other will stay withyou till jan but however, he isnt as great as the other spec.. he isnt really competent with IT and is easily stressed.. but the thing is, both do not lik each other's guts to the MAX... so how are you going to train the spec that is going to stay with you till jan to be half as good as the one that is leaving in august? someone give some advice...
feeling kind of shitty right now.. maybe i am just thinking too much... but i stand help it when everyone is taking turns to make fun of my english... well i know that my language isnt that strong.. but i do try to learn when ever i can.. its not that i do not want to or what.. its just me that cant learn that quickly.. i admit... maybe i should not think about this matter in such a pessismistic manner.. maybe my friends just want to help me before i enter at uni or what.. so forgive me if i took things to seriously.. guess i'll get over it very quickly.. anyway speaking of uni, have yet to receive anything letters regarding my uni admission.. do not know if its good or bad.. well, i'll just have to wait and see.. wish me luck..
Josh Loh
12:49 AM
i feel like a lazy lump of fat at home.. haha.. facing my television with a ps2 controller in my hand.. haha.. what more can i do when i dont have friends asking me out... im ok with staying at home, but i think i got to go out more.. i am starting to hate staying at home... but people who kill to be in my position.. but i would pay to get into other people's shoe now.. anyway, today was just a day spent chilling at home... watched take the lead on the computer then played a little ps2 before going out to have dinner with my mummy.. then headed to the gym for a workout... think i am putting on weight liao. its about time i started to lose weight and keep fit...
Josh Loh
12:49 AM
one week more is one week less.. that will be my on mind mind till i ord... haha.. well, yesterday had a steamboat with jae hee, jenwei and selina.. haha.. what a great time we had man... at first it was jae hee who was going crazy... when we asked him to call the waiter to add the soup, he turn around and peeped out of the cornere where we were sitting.. then he shouted "hello"... it was damn funny la.. maybe when i write it out it isnt that funny any more.. then we just acted crazy throughout the dinner.. jae hee used his soup spoon to cook his food when there was something else for him to use la.. damn funny.. then later it was my turn to act crazy... forgot what i did already but i know i just acted as though i lost my mind la.. but it added lots of laughter at the table.. love hangin out with them man.. they can add so much laughter to you life... well, after dinner, we went to bugis to walked around before having a mario kart race.. then we all left home while jen went to club with his friends... well jae, hope you enjoyed the dinner and hope that our efforts will make you come out more often...
Josh Loh
12:49 AM
