Sunday, April 25, 2004
50 first dates is a COOL show.. but it also packs alot of meanin into it.. tats wad i feel la.. haha.. i tink its jus nice to find tat special someone to be wif u thru thick n thin.. jus lyk in the movie, adam sandler(henry) n drew barrymore(lucy).. altho lucy cant rmbr the things tat happen in the day, henry doesnt gif up n keeps tryin to make lucy rmbr him.. altho after a long time, she stil doesnt reali rmbr, n tells henry tat she wanna break up, henry stil tinks abt her every now n then n nv forgets the time he had wif her.. some ppl tell me tat studies are most impt now n i shld nt b tinkin abt a relationship.. but sometimes i jus cant help it but wish tat i reali had someone to hug when im down n jus tell her "I LOVE YOU"..
Josh Loh
4:28 PM
jus came back frm a long long long day out.. went for my A div match against mjc today.. my sch won 4-1.. i won my match too.. now left one last match against tpjc.. it'll b a make or break match.. win n we are thru if not we are out..we wil gif tpjc a good fight on wed.. anywae after the match i met up wif my jie n her bf for lunch b4 shoppin for my mum's bdae prez.. we first walked ard bugis to search for one.. but cld nt find any.. then went to city hall n saw one which i tink my mum wld lyk but went to suntec to look for more options.. but then went back to city hall to get the set of necklace n earrings for my mum.. i tink its quite nice.. anywae spent some nice time wif my jie.. but she is damn violent..haha.. now she's gonna kill me for sayin tis.. haha.. after tat went to meet jenwei, eugene, bevan for pool..had dinner nxt b4 watchin 50 first dates.. its a reali cool show.. u guys shld go watch it..
Josh Loh
12:30 AM
Friday, April 23, 2004
duno wads wrong.. im lyk havin mood swings.. haha.. in sch i can be happy.. then when i get home, sometimes i wld be all sad n down n stuff.. duno wads wrong.. why cant i jus remain happy n cheerful all the time.. why cant life be jus abt fun n havin fun onli.. I LOVE YOU!!!!
Josh Loh
9:50 PM
its been one week since i last blog.. cld not find the time to blog.. since i hav some time now i tink i shld blog a little la.. got back my CT 2 results tis week.. i guess i did ok la.. but maths n bio stil got to improve. but glad tat i pass all my subjects.. had a good game of tennis against nyjc on wed too.. our sch won 3-2.. so there is stil chance of gettin into the second round.. tmr play mjc.. its a must win match.. if we lose, we wil be out of the A div even if we beat tpjc nxt wed.. last sat lost to rjc 5-0.. but i expected tat score line liao la..
Josh Loh
9:46 PM
Monday, April 12, 2004
today was a boring day.. woke up, checked my email, play a little bit of CM4 b4 fallin back to slp agi.. stil tired frm TEC.. then after wakin up, i did my chem tut n exercise on thermo chem.. after tat i went out for dinner wif my parents n sis.. went to carlton hotel for a nice dinner b4 gg to suntec for some drink.. went to the karaoke lounge for abt two hrs.. sang a few songs n drank a little too much.. went back n threw my dinner out.. feelin lyk shit now.. n i jus wanna slp.. n tats wad im gg to do.. nitez..
Josh Loh
12:12 AM
Saturday, April 10, 2004
did i mention tat i had a reali funny dream last nite.. when i woke up n washed up n stuff.. when i reached the bus stop, i sat there n tot abt the dream i had last nite.. it was a reali nice dream.. but in reality, it wun come thru tat easily/quickly.. well, the dream is abt me being wif my gf at tis place near the sea wif palm tress n stuff.. but it was a nite n the layout of tat place is jus so relaxin.. then u cld actually feel urself huggin her n the feelin of being close to her n not lettin go.. tat feelin is jus so good tat u got to experience it urself to understand wad i mean.. it may seem short when i describe it.. but in actually fact, the dream felt pretty long n i tink i smiled when i was slpin lor.. haha.. i dun reali rmbr any other details.. but its jus a reali nice n pleasant dream to hav.. wish i can hav these sort of dreams daily.. haha.. greedy abit la..
Josh Loh
10:07 PM
today was a damn tirin enjoyable day agi.. haha.. altho i onli had abt 6hrs of slp, n had to wake up at 5.45 to go to sch for TEC... i felt tat today was a reali good day.. was slpy at first when i got to sch.. but after takin attendance for the j1, i finally woke up n got into being a facil..we had fun playin the icebreakers.. sweat alot too.. haha.. then came the reali games.. first game was monkey.. my goodness, bananas were flyin everyway.. n squashed bananas were all over the field n chairs.. but it was fun watchin how they played.. we played three more games after tat but lost two of them.. den it was lunch, din reali hav much time to each cos my class had some prob.. so had to sit wif them in the hall n tok to them abt how to solve the prob.. after lunch, it was more games.. the obstacle course was quite interestin but many ppl had bad burns on their feet.. gun bound tat game was unique too.. haha.. lyk tat game quite abit too..then came the fun part.. we had to fiesta.. haha.. boy was is interestin.. the exco all had to dress up wearin clothes of the opposite sex.. gal dress as boy, vice versa.. was nice to see all the j1 being reali into the last part of the camp eventho they were all v tired.. then after tat we had to clear up n then we were dismissed after a short debrief..
Josh Loh
9:51 PM
today was a great day out for me.. altho the weather din make it tat good.. but overall i reali enjoyed myself.. haven had tis much fun since two weeks back.. been troubled by some probs recently.. but today reali made all the probs disappear.. meet my sec sch fren at bishan to play soccer wif his poly frens.. but when we started playin, it had to rain.. but we hack care the rain n jus continued playin.. anywae we had lots of fun in the rain.. al slidin ard the slippery court n jus havin lots of fun.. then after tat we had dinner b4 gg to peng's hse to watch soccer.. ARSENAL won.. haha.. finally... so happy tat they won.. anywae after tat was suppose to go for suppper wif kel but brian din wan to go so i went back instead..
Josh Loh
12:03 AM
Sunday, April 04, 2004
sometimes i reali wonder.. why must we all act lyk we are totally a diff person in front of diff ppl... why cant we jus be ourselves in front everyone we noe.. after hearin sound things frm my fren abt my another fren, onli den did i realise tat life is full of diff ppl.. n u reali cant judge a person by their appearance.. we all wear diff masks for diff occassions.. we nv reali show our true selfs infront of other.. onli our family members n close frens wil noe abt u thoroghly.. tats why i wld lyk to take tis opportunity to tell all my close frens frm sps lyk raphael, jae hee, jen wei, jonathan, kelvin lim, kelvin ling, kenny, brian, gilbert n many more whom i hav a close frenship wif... i wld lyk to thank u for the support tat u guys hav given me.. i tink i wld hav killed myself if not for u guys.. i oso dun wanna forget me dajie.. selina.. haha.. thank u for believin in me.. frm now on, i wil reali look carefully at everything tat i undertake n ppl tat i meet.. onli thru tis way then can i assure myself tat i wun be depressed lyk i was recently..
Josh Loh
8:35 PM
Thursday, April 01, 2004
common test jus ended.. its good to not study for common test.. haha.. first paper was quite a killer for me.. din reali study hard so mayb tats why its a killer.. gp the nxt day was ok la.. cld write but not sure if i answered the qns.. haha.. then yest was chem paper.. everyone wld agree tat the paper was a killer lor.. even if study oso stil so diff.. haiz.. then today was maths paper.. din study much la.. i must admit.. so mayb tats why i din do abt three qns.. so i guess its good as a failin grade.. haha.. hope tat sat the friendly wil go will..
Josh Loh
5:47 PM
mayb its jus me.. or mayb im rite.. but wad ever it is, its jus killin me.. dunno how to stop myself frm tinkin.. its lyk natural for me to jus tink abt it all day long.. mayb its a way of indirectly tellin me.. or mayb i jus tink too much into it.. i jus hope tat u wld let me noe..
Josh Loh
5:44 PM
