Monday, April 17, 2006
i dont know what you are trying to do... maybe you dont mean anything but i feel that your trying to do something to me...i feel as though your like having strings attached to me and moving me round.. and after listening to the advice people gave me, i finally decided to move on.. no more about the past... i still love you but i dont want to get hurt by you again.. i cannot take another blow... maybe what you said was right.. maybe we would have left each other sooner or later... well, i did think about us getting back together, but i guess it never would have come true.. well, finally i have set myself to let go of you totally.. you'll always be a friend in my eyes.. hope we still can get to hang out once in awhile.. and hope that you can stay here to study and not go over to aussie with shannon... so friends who will be reading this( if any) do slap me or maybe remind me if i ever mention about things from the past ok? but only those things that i am not supposed to be thinking la.. haha
Josh Loh
10:46 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
another week has gone past... time really flies during the weekends... well, friday was just horrible man.. it was suppose to be good friday for everyone right? well, i was wrong, i got a call from my S3(my boss) and he told me that an officer got caught by SAFPU(military police) and i had to go back to camp to get him the case file to se if we would release that day or let him stay there till monday... well, it was 9am when i received the call.. and by the time i got to camp and waited for the warrant officer to get to camp to print some forms, it was already 2 plus... so the warrant an i made our way down to SAFPU to release the nsman... well, my S3 and the warrant, took the statement of the officer before letting him go... so by the time i got to leave the place, it was already 3+ 4... OMG!!!!! anyway forget about that part.. lets go to the fun part... met raphael and jen wei at cinileisure for a movie, firewall.. the movie was great man.. haha.. the storyline was really unpredictable.. anyway, before that, had dinner at billy bombers. ate till damn full man.. after the movie, we decided to go across the road to have supper at kopitiam... ate fried carrot cake and made my way home... then came saturday... only woke up at 2pm man... felt like a pig... after waking up, watched a little television before meeting serene for dinner at bugis.. went to this taiwan shop and ate their pork cutlet... damn good la.. and their blackcurrent freeze also was damn nice... after dinner, went down to town to meet the guardsman who just got thei guards tab.... congrats guys, you all did it... we went to parklane to play CS with pc.... haha.. was fun but i wished we chose to go to a pub to drink and chat or something.. well, maybe next time.. then came sunday.. woke up and felt lazy.. did not really want to go out for lunch, but decided against it.. rarely get to have a meal with both my parents, so i must make god use of this opportunity... went marina square for some western food.. then walked around as my dad wanted to change his specs... but he did not find one which was in he budget.. then off we went to send him off to take his bus to KL... before leaving, he bought my granny tea/dinner... then back home i canme..
Josh Loh
9:02 PM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
oh man.. where do i start? yesterday was hell for me man.. the worst day after my commissioning la.. started the say handling a nsman that was caught AWOL. then had to tell him about the new system in E CALL UP and all.. then reminded him to update is phone numbers... then after that i got down to work and started doing my ICT nominal roll.. then ask HRC side to send us a copy of the latest orbat to check if the numbers are correct.. then agnes call me to call her then she sort of scolded me over the phone la.. saying why i need the orbat to do my checking... why cant i just use Siti's nominal roll to do the updating of nominal roll.. then ok lor.. i'll use the one that siti gave me.. then after doing, agnes called again and this time round she wants us to go and see her.. wth.. anyway, she said the same thing over and over again like over the phone.. wtf.. then after that, i had to go do safety officer duty for the monthly selarang ippt.. lucky, it was cancelled.. after that, i received a call saying that i have to go release nsman.. cause another one got caught.. wth.. what more can happen? then just as im about to leave, the rain started to pour down and i was stuck for awhile.. after it stopped, i walked out of camp to wait for a cab.. but i had to wait till nicholas, my ops spec, fetched me to tanah merah to take a taxi.. then went there to release the nsman then went home.. what a day man.. shall talk about something better the next entry...
Josh Loh
9:45 PM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
do you know the names of your grandparents?? this is a question that got me thinking.. was taking a taxi to SAFPU to release a nsman.. then while in the taxi, was talking to the driver and he mentioned about NTU.. asking if knew who the founder was.. i was lost and did not have any idea and i just listened to him talk.. he talked about the past where the government split the education into chinese education and english education.. he mentioned that in the past, people do not recognise people who get degrees fro chinese ed schools like HCJC, NTU, RVHS.. but instead, they treasure english ed degrees like NUS, RJC... fortuntaely that we now no longer have this chinese or english ed.. there is equality in most systems in the government.. second thing that the driver spoke about was the fact the many of us go to school but never think about wanting to know the school's history.. its almost like being borned but not knowing who our grand parents are.. i think he has a point.. as in, if i were to ask 10 people from the street, i think only at most 3 people will know the names of their grand parents... so i think we make it a point to study a little about the history of the place we work, study or live in.. be it people, buildings or even books, i think that if we are to be in contact with it/them, we should know why they exist.. well thats all i have for today.. so till next time.. haha..
Josh Loh
7:28 PM
what a way to start the day you would say.. getting woken up in the morning and told by your upper study that you need to go down to mowbary station to release a nsman.. what a way to start a sunday huh? haha... well after that i met davd at SAFPU, he was doing duty officer.. haha. so suay.. but i think my turn wll come soon.. well after releasing the nsman, i waited for a cab back home, but ended up walking to thr mrt station to wait at the taxi stand... i waited 30min and still no taxi in sight.. well, its just a bad day.. then after i reached home, was about to leave for tennis when SAFPU called again and told me that another nsman got caught.. buti told them i would go down on monday to release him.. then i went for tennis, less then 30minutes in, dark clouds started forming and destroyed all my mood for tennis... then my upper study called to ask me to call my boss to ask if we need to release this latest nsman.... oh my god.. i nearly jumped out of the rooftop tennis court.. but luckily, the case file was not able to be collected.. so got to wait till monday to go release him.. what a close shave.. then after that, it finally rained.. and i went home in my mum's car.. then once home, my mum fell asleep while watching television.. its a cute scence la.. haha.. forgot to take photo... wasted sia... then after that, went to old kallang airport to have dinner..
Josh Loh
7:28 PM
