Sunday, October 31, 2004
really long time since i last blog.. firstly is no time cause of A level practicals and then my computer wasn't working the last two days.. so i cannot get online to blog.. well chemistry and biology practical went fairly ok.. managed to finish both papers.. but chemistry was a little worst.. cos my titration values were a little off and for QA, mt anion was wrong for one.. sigh.. never mind right.. its over already.. move on to the main papers.. four days away.. don't really want it to come but i also want it to be over really soon so i can
PARTY!!! haha.. anyway, friday saturday went out with ian and brenda.. friday got shannon also.. friday we went to claim my wallet from jurong west police station.. heng i got it back.. haha.. but the person took my notes away.. and when i went to collect it, it had to rain really really and i mean REALLY heavily.. till the extent that i was wet from shirt to pants.. only after we reached takashimaya then i dried up.. we went kino to look for books.. brenda looked for a book for her brother.. then shannon also bought some papers to write letters to people.. thanks shannon for the letter..after kino, we went for dinner at AJISEN.. brenda and ian had a ocha drinking competition.. haha.. ian won by the way.. then saturday met ian and brenda again for movie.. we watched white chicks.. oh man.. that was one hell of a show man.. laughed our ass off man.. haha.. after the movie we went to swensen's for EARTHQUAKE.. haha.. had a good time chatting.. haha.. and fooling around.. haha.. then we walked to taka to see the people putting theirs hands on the car.. quite cool.. lastly, ian and brenda really looks like a couple.. haha.. very competable.. then there was a period of one minute where i let them walk together.. if they held hands then really like couple.. i must try to get them together.. that shall be my aim.. be matchmaker.. then after going to taka we went home.. haha.. MAN U LOST.. WHAHAA.. serves them right for cheating the 2-0 over arsenal.. whahaha..
Josh Loh
11:11 PM
you know, you really have changed alot since the day i first met you.. i always thought that you were different from the rest.. i thought you were unique.. special.. but i guess i was wrong.. i admit i did used to like you alot.. you might even say its love.. but it all adds up to nothing now.. you really changed.. the way you speak to me.. the words that i hear coming out from you mouth really hurt me bad.. you never spoke like that before.. i do not know what is wrong but you really changed.. you never said things that would hurt people.. i really hope to see the same old you again.. i really really hope to..
Josh Loh
10:55 PM
Sunday, October 24, 2004
i hope you break your back and remanin wheelchair bound for life.. bloody GOH SOON BIAH.. fckin bitch.. i made sacrifices to go for swimming training.. even when it means skipping lesson.. i swam my hearts out in the nationals.. and now when our team got the colours award you dont want to fcking give me my certificate.. fck you.. what do you mean the relay team gets it only.. terence was not in the relay team ever.. how come he got it.. fcking hell.. the colours award is for the whole guys team ok.. fckin bitch.. if that was the case i knew i should not have joined swimming in the first place.. wasted my time and energy and effort.. i would rather spend that time to concentrate on my freaking studies.. why waste time going to toa payoh and swim and end up getting nothing in the end.. i dont understand..
Josh Loh
2:28 PM
Friday, October 22, 2004
I AM FCKING PISSED OFF WITH MYSELF RIGHT NOW!!!!!! we all have our bad days and our good days right.. well, today just happened to be a super BAD day.. well at least until at night.. well things started ok in the day.. slacked at home.. watch anime.. then went to meet ian and brenda at kovan before heading down to PS to get shannon's present.. went to feather's and fin for dinner first.. had fish&chips.. then we left there and went to PS to look for a present for shannon.. decided on a billabong bag from 77th street.. so we got that.. after that, brenda had to leave for her cell group meeting... so ian and i went to orchard to meet up with shannon to get ian's present.. we had our minds on getting him the andy roddick tennis shirt.. so we forced him to try it on.. and it fits perfectly on him.. so we got him that.. then we walked around taka for awhile and i ate takoballs.. after that came the bad day part.. we went for neoprint.. then i took my wallet out cause if felt uncomfortable sitting on it.. then i left it on the couch in the machine.. only after i cut the neoprint out then did i realise that i left my wallet inside.. well, spent 15min after the people who used the machine whether they saw it.. but it was to no avail.. so i decide to accept the fact that i lost my wallet.. and prepared myself a shelling by my parents when i get home.. so ian and shannon gave me coins to take a bus back.. many things ran through my mind... how come i so stupid and careless.. leave a wallet with your IC, atm card, ez link card all inside.. my dental appointment card was also inside.. damnit.. im really pissed with myself now.. but i guess its no point.. its already happened already.. so i just have to live with it.. and go make a police report about my IC then go and make my ez link card before thursday's practical..
(ian and shannon if you two are reading this, PLEASE do not blame yourselves for asking me out or asking me to take neoprint respectively.. cause i don't blame you guys for my lost.. so please.. don't think that its your fault.. cause that will just make me feel worst..)
Josh Loh
11:27 PM
Saturday, October 16, 2004
feelings guilty that i did not go to school for the chemistry moch exam today.. but i guess what my classmate said made sense.. why take a mock exam when your not fully prepared for it.. anyway that is over.. i am not really feeling well now.. my head is just spinning badly now.. don't know whats wrong.. maybe it was the headstand that i did just now.. and also because that i did not eat much during the BBQ at my aunt's house.. but overall life has been alright since graduation.. watched wimbeldon yesterday with ian, chi yuen and shannon.. not bad a movie.. anyway i think i have not studied as much as i should have been recently.. well.. its time i repaid my teachers with my grades for their effort in filling me up with knowledge.. so i guess its time i really thank them for the tirelessenergy.. Dr wong, Mr kwek, Mr salahuddin and Miss latha, i really appreciate all the things you teachers have done over the past one and a half year.. all relatively good results is credited to your teachings.. i will do my best and achieve good results to make myself and you teachers happy..
Josh Loh
10:43 PM
Monday, October 11, 2004
hmmm.. quite a long time since i last blogged.. haha.. perhaps it is time i wrote one entry.. well ever since after the prelims, i have just slacked my days away.. thursday and friday i just went to play soccer with my secondary school friends.. its been a long time since i last meet them to catch up on good old times.. then came saturaday.. oh boy was it a hell of a time i had with a few friends.. in the afternoon, i went to partyworld with selina and raphael.. jenwei came when we were about done.. anywae, we sing to our hearts content.. haha.. i did not sing really well but what the hack right.. thats why partyworld is there for isnt it? for people who cannot sing to go there to sing.. haha.. after that, raphael jen wei and i when for hui huan's uncle's wedding dinner.. it was good to meet her after so long.. the last time i saw hui was when i passed her my economic notes frm cjc to her.. boy did she looked good in the gown.. oh man.. u guys should have seen her in it.. gorgeous babe.. haha.. well the dinner was GREAT.. had good food.. and to go along with it, we have meryn's band GREY MATTER to sing.. oh man... his brother's voice.. OH MY GOD!!! super good.. much much better than JERRY ONG'S.. haha.. after that, stay at the hotel's pub for a drink and took some photos before taking a cab home..
Josh Loh
11:09 PM
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
feeling a sense of emptiness inside me.. i do not know what is causing this feeling.. maybe it is the fact that the A levels are less than a month away from now.. and my grades isn't that realistic.. managed to pass GP only after moderation.. sigh.. or maybe i am just moving back into the past.. when times in secondary school were so much easier.. and i could do whatever a wanted to do.. and when love did not hurt as much as it has now.. ARHG!!!! i should not be talking or thinking about this right now.. it is not the time to waste it on such minor stuff.. WAKE UP JIE HUA!!! START STUDYING!!! WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE!!!!
Josh Loh
11:23 PM
