Sunday, July 30, 2006
tomorrow going out for ATEC umpire.. sian la.. dont really feel like going for it. but guess i have no choice.. it'll the price to pay before i go for my short relaxing trip to malaysia.. dont really like the fact that im going to have to stay outfield for four days. without bathing. what the hell man.. become umpire also cannot bath... aiya enough of rattling non-stop..
saturday was fun, went to sentosa after so long to get a nice tan.. time for me to turn dark.. it was damn hot when i reached and managed to get a little time of tanning done before the rain came.. then after that, sentosa was kinda boring liao.. went to find a shelter then went to find cen ying over at palawan.. but sat awhile then left for home liao.. went home and slept for awhile before going for dinner over at ang mo kio.. then my dad nearly got this young man in trouble for smoking in a queue.. my dad called the ENV and complain.. and when the guy heard, he was kind of scared lor.. but luckily the ENV guys did not come..
then was clubbing at DXO.. it was juan ling's celebration for her birthday and so i went lor.. dont really like clubbin one but still went though. saw shannon there with her friends.. was kinda weird seeing shannon dance in front of the table where i was sitting.. fortunately, she went towards the centre and we both were saved the blushes.. then jl got drunk again and many people took turns to look after her.. then again, i had to carry her to the toilet
ALONE and then out of the club... what the fuck are her GOOD FRIENDS doing man.. they dont even know where she stayed la.. kept asking around who knows where she lived.. so much for being her good friends.. kinda chessed of by her so called good friends la.. then after she was in her brother's car, then i left in a cab with jek and mich..
then sunday came so quickly.. woke up to have lunch with my parents and younger sister.. ate sushi buffet.. my sister ordered so much food and she left half-way to meet her friends.. and left all the food fo rmy mum and dad and i to finish it.. we managed to finish it and after that, we walked to city link and checked out my phone that i want to get N73.. the price is about the same as the previous phone which i wanna get, N80.. well, maybe i will wait awhile more and decide if i wanna get N80 or N73... then came home and and napped awhile before i watched the F1 german grand prix.. michael won again and i hope he can become world champion again...
finally, before i go for my last rest for the week, i finally feel that i am of use to the friends around me... recently, some of my friends smsed me to ask for advice.. it felt great to be able to help them out.. and also that they all trust me to confide in me.. really happy that i can be of use to them.. always thought that i was just another guy who lived in the singapore and contributed to the army and country... thanks for remembering me and thanks for the trust you have in me.. relaly appreciate.. hope i will be remembered for a long long time and also be able to give you advice too....
when are you going to enter my life?
when will i ever get to hold you in my arms and call you mine?
when can i say the three words again?
when am i able to share you worries with you?
when can i lend you my shoulder to sleep on?
when when when????
Josh Loh
10:40 PM
Friday, July 28, 2006
once unlucky, always unlucky. thats what i can say about life as an officer. not that i am complaining or what. but just saying that my luck has been pretty bad. well, mine and eng long's at least. today got news that i have been activated to be ATEC umpire. next mon to thurs. and its stay out in the jungle. OMG. so long never go outfield. do not know if i will survive. haha. well, hope things change for the better after my short holiday in malaysia. feels great to be able to go on a break. but i still keep thinking about my work left in office or about to receive. do not really want to bring my phone to KL, cause i know i sure get lots of calls from everywhere. we'll see how la.
ttoday got off. but got dental in the morning. wanted to meet up with raphael to have lunch at holland cause i going alexandra hospital for dental appointment. then wanted to go queensway to resting my beloved tennis racket that has been with me since sec 1. hope it last for a long long time. and that i can use it in the intercon competition or use it to represent 9DIV in tennis.
feelings shitty again.. guess its time to go to bed. do not think so much then when be moody/shitty. right? yeah. well, off to bed. blog again tomorrow. hope it will be a happier entry.
Josh Loh
12:18 AM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
work is getting more and more mundane.. everyday when i step into office, somehow i feel that its a chore to come to camp.. but somehow, the people in office makes its more enjoyable to work in.. my only wish was to have a little more time to mingle with all the staff in NSOTS.. some say that actions speaks louder than words.. lets hope i can keep this part of my promise.. if you even call it one..
today, CPT patrick was really stoned out today man.. usually he would talk alot even when he's tired.. but today, somehow he just stoned whereever he went.. anyway, i was also quite stoned in office today... do not know why exactly.. but just stoned la.. and i need to let a secret out.. i slept for about 2 hours after lunch.. guessed some of the guys in office saw me.. hope you all do not pao toe me to MWO tang... hee hee heez..
Josh Loh
10:16 PM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
well, today was the late mr lim kim san's cremation day. minister and the president himself came to pay their last respect to the late mr lim kim san. well, i practically did nothing but just standby a wheelchair of mr lee kuan yew's wife.. but she did not use it in the end as she could walk up and down the service hall.. after the funeral, i had lunch at suntec NUSS with dad and mum. i love them so much.. but sometimes i still show them attitude.. sorry mum and dad.. i will try to change.. i know both of you just want to look after me and do whats best for me.. and i understand your intentions..
well, after that, met charlene at people's park to get serene's belated birthday present. hope she likes it man. anyway charlene was complaining about how her boyfriend finally pissed her off so much that she cried and walked away from him. it takes a lot to make her do that and i could feel the pain that is going through her heart. well, she quite reminding me about what he did to her and she was also kind of sick.. she was having this runny nose since i met her.. then after dinner accompanied her to watson's to get panadol flu and tissue for her. then we sat at takashimaya for awhile before i left to meet serene to pass her her present.
found her in bugis with her friend karen. serene was supposed to be pissed with her boyfriend too. but she said a little and she was ok liao. gues she let most of it out with karen. anyway, we went to bugis street and sat and had coke float and ice lemon tea. then chatted alot lor. was happy that serene liked the present and smell. was so worried that i bought the wrong one. then we also played 5, 10 the hand(fist) game there. i made karen drink two times in a row. but that was after i lost the first time. well, kind of had fun there.. felt great after that. was nice to see serene and her good friend karen. well, took the bus back and mind wondered again. haha. today was like my friend helping day!! if there is such a day.
i miss having someone to love.
Josh Loh
11:55 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
its a saturday and i am at home. was suppose to be at mandai crematorium to help out with mr lim kim san's funeral. but they cancelled the evening rehearsal and now i am left with nothing to do at home. maybe i can go look for a new phone later.
feeling kind of moody now. i am lying down on my bed and listening to songs playing from the laptop. i am wondering what are my other friends doing. are they having fun? or still feeling sad? or are they like me just rotting life away at home. i wonder if my 'good' friends ever think about how i am and stuff. lifes kind of funny, in college, we are like always together and all. messaging all day and all. but ever since i entered the army and had my girlfriend, it seems that all of them have drifted away from me. i feel lonely. really lonely. i hate the feeling of loneliness. but like what my platoon comander from ocs told us, in life, you will always be alone. friends will come and go. they never stay with you throughout your life.
there are some friends that i miss hanging out with and here's a shout out to them even though they might not know.
claire: i really miss the days when i were still in st pat's. i remember that i would call you whenever i had problems with girls. and you would always scold me for being foolish. and also remember that you always want to me say that i love you. haha. but now that your in college, guess you have your own life to live and those days can only remind me of the fun we used to had.i miss having someone to confide in. i used to be able to tell you everything and anything. i miss you.
jae hee, jen wei, raphael and jonathan: the five of us used to rack havoc at jae's place. we would do stupid things to one another and we all would take turns to act stupid. really had lots of fun back then. its a pity that we all are busy with our own stuff. hope that we can meet up one day and maybe have a chalet and relive those st pat's days.
shannon: still remember you called me dao kia. and when we got each other's number, we would message each other all day long, even when we are in school. we would make fun of each other and all. and sometimes we take turns to do stupid and silly stuff. still remember that time you did that funny dance with your racket in the tennis court. we drifted after i have bren and guess its too late to regret. glad to have met you and i still enjoy ur company. thanks so much girl.
serene: we were not that close in college la. but i guess after college when i entered the army, then we started to get closer. well, you have always been there to support me. thanks alot. its hard to find true friends nowadays.. hope we will continue to stay close. hope i can make time for you.
hui huan: i recall in st pat's days, we always talked over the phone all day and night. we just kept going on and on and on and on about everything in our lives. really had fun just talking non stop over the phone. your a really nice girl and i am glad that i had the opportunity to go out with you. hope you and colin will sort things out soon. and that i can see the smile on your face all the time.
Josh Loh
1:12 PM
Sunday, July 16, 2006
friday was pirates of the carribean day.. the movie was damn nice.. but the ending was kinda pissifying.. well, shall not spoil the show for those who hae not watched.. maybe later in the week then i will reveal the secret.. haha...
then came sat.. woke up a later than usual cause i watched the movie on sat morning.. anyway, meet my materal grandma for lunch at Ah Yat.. then after that went back home to watch CARS on the computer... then fell asleep before going over to hui qian's place.. went there and ate dinner before going over to MOS.. at MOS, a funny thing happened... juan ling drank too much and was DRUNK!!! i mean really drunk.. then after we(hui qian, jek hao, michelle, jun yong, darren and jie wei) came out, we had trouble gettin juan ling to stand upright to walk to the cab.. jun yong had to carry her to the cab.. then i needed to carry help up into the cab.. then in the car, she started spouting nonesence.. and started grabbin darren's legs and wanted to also remove his ring which he got with his gf... then after that, in the cab, she started grabbin my hand(i was sitting infront).. and started sayin that she is in love.. OMG!!! then after we reached hui qian's place, i carried her and put her on the sofa and left her there and went to the kitchen to get water for her.. then after i tried to feed her the water, she just did not want to drink la.. and continued to spout nonesence... saying that she is in love with the ba chor mee guy.. but he two timing and got gf liao.. then after that, she said she in love with me.. and want me to feed her water mouth to mouth.. and also wanted to date me... all alot of rubbish la... but bet she did not know what she said sia... lol.. then after 2hours, she finally got better and could stand and walk by herself.. and she became sober and felt embarassed to have spouted all those nonesence.. haha.. ate prata then went back to slp.. now gg to play tennis first then go back to camp to
Josh Loh
6:48 PM
friday was pirates of the carribean day.. the movie was damn nice.. but the ending was kinda pissifying.. well, shall not spoil the show for those who hae not watched.. maybe later in the week then i will reveal the secret.. haha...
then came sat.. woke up a later than usual cause i watched the movie on sat morning.. anyway, meet my materal grandma for lunch at Ah Yat.. then after that went back home to watch CARS on the computer... then fell asleep before going over to hui qian's place.. went there and ate dinner before going over to MOS.. at MOS, a funny thing happened... juan ling drank too much and was DRUNK!!! i mean really drunk.. then after we(hui qian, jek hao, michelle, jun yong, darren and jie wei) came out, we had trouble gettin juan ling to stand upright to walk to the cab.. jun yong had to carry her to the cab.. then i needed to carry help up into the cab.. then in the car, she started spouting nonesence.. and started grabbin darren's legs and wanted to also remove his ring which he got with his gf... then after that, in the cab, she started grabbin my hand(i was sitting infront).. and started sayin that she is in love.. OMG!!! then after we reached hui qian's place, i carried her and put her on the sofa and left her there and went to the kitchen to get water for her.. then after i tried to feed her the water, she just did not want to drink la.. and continued to spout nonesence... saying that she is in love with the ba chor mee guy.. but he two timing and got gf liao.. then after that, she said she in love with me.. and want me to feed her water mouth to mouth.. and also wanted to date me... all alot of rubbish la... but bet she did not know what she said sia... lol.. then after 2hours, she finally got better and could stand and walk by herself.. and she became sober and felt embarassed to have spouted all those nonesence.. haha.. ate prata then went back to slp.. now gg to play tennis first then go back
Josh Loh
6:48 PM
friday was pirates of the carribean day.. the movie was damn nice.. but the ending was kinda pissifying.. well, shall not spoil the show for those who hae not watched.. maybe later in the week then i will reveal the secret.. haha...
then came sat.. woke up a later than usual cause i watched the movie on sat morning.. anyway, meet my materal grandma for lunch at Ah Yat.. then after that went back home to watch CARS on the computer... then fell asleep before going over to hui qian's place.. went there and ate dinner before going over to MOS.. at MOS, a funny thing happened... juan ling drank too much and was DRUNK!!! i mean really drunk.. then after we(hui qian, jek hao, michelle, jun yong, darren and jie wei) came out, we had trouble gettin juan ling to stand upright to walk to the cab.. jun yong had to carry her to the cab.. then i needed to carry help up into the cab.. then in the car, she started spouting nonesence.. and started grabbin darren's legs and wanted to also remove his ring which he got with his gf... then after that, in the cab, she started grabbin my hand(i was sitting infront).. and started sayin that she is in love.. OMG!!! then after we reached hui qian's place, i carried her and put her on the sofa and left her there and went to the kitchen to get water for her.. then after i tried to feed her the water, she just did not want to drink la.. and continued to spout nonesence... saying that she is in love with the ba chor mee guy.. but he two timing and got gf liao.. then after that, she said she in love with me.. and want me to feed her water mouth to mouth.. and also wanted to date me... all alot of rubbish la... but bet she did not know what she said sia... lol.. then after 2hours, she finally got better and could stand and walk by herself.. and she became sober and felt embarassed to have spouted all those nonesence.. haha.. ate prata then went back to slp.. now gg to play tennis first
Josh Loh
6:48 PM
friday was pirates of the carribean day.. the movie was damn nice.. but the ending was kinda pissifying.. well, shall not spoil the show for those who hae not watched.. maybe later in the week then i will reveal the secret.. haha...
then came sat.. woke up a later than usual cause i watched the movie on sat morning.. anyway, meet my materal grandma for lunch at Ah Yat.. then after that went back home to watch CARS on the computer... then fell asleep before going over to hui qian's place.. went there and ate dinner before going over to MOS.. at MOS, a funny thing happened... juan ling drank too much and was DRUNK!!! i mean really drunk.. then after we(hui qian, jek hao, michelle, jun yong, darren and jie wei) came out, we had trouble gettin juan ling to stand upright to walk to the cab.. jun yong had to carry her to the cab.. then i needed to carry help up into the cab.. then in the car, she started spouting nonesence.. and started grabbin darren's legs and wanted to also remove his ring which he got with his gf... then after that, in the cab, she started grabbin my hand(i was sitting infront).. and started sayin that she is in love.. OMG!!! then after we reached hui qian's place, i carried her and put her on the sofa and left her there and went to the kitchen to get water for her.. then after i tried to feed her the water, she just did not want to drink la.. and continued to spout nonesence... saying that she is in love with the ba chor mee guy.. but he two timing and got gf liao.. then after that, she said she in love with me.. and want me to feed her water mouth to mouth.. and also wanted to date me... all alot of rubbish la... but bet she did not know what she said sia... lol.. then after 2hours, she finally got better and could stand and walk by herself.. and she became sober and felt embarassed to have spouted all those nonesence.. haha.. ate prata then went back to slp.. now gg to play t
Josh Loh
6:48 PM
friday was pirates of the carribean day.. the movie was damn nice.. but the ending was kinda pissifying.. well, shall not spoil the show for those who hae not watched.. maybe later in the week then i will reveal the secret.. haha...
then came sat.. woke up a later than usual cause i watched the movie on sat morning.. anyway, meet my materal grandma for lunch at Ah Yat.. then after that went back home to watch CARS on the computer... then fell asleep before going over to hui qian's place.. went there and ate dinner before going over to MOS.. at MOS, a funny thing happened... juan ling drank too much and was DRUNK!!! i mean really drunk.. then after we(hui qian, jek hao, michelle, jun yong, darren and jie wei) came out, we had trouble gettin juan ling to stand upright to walk to the cab.. jun yong had to carry her to the cab.. then i needed to carry help up into the cab.. then in the car, she started spouting nonesence.. and started grabbin darren's legs and wanted to also remove his ring which he got with his gf... then after that, in the cab, she started grabbin my hand(i was sitting infront).. and started sayin that she is in love.. OMG!!! then after we reached hui qian's place, i carried her and put her on the sofa and left her there and went to the kitchen to get water for her.. then after i tried to feed her the water, she just did not want to drink la.. and continued to spout nonesence... saying that she is in love with the ba chor mee guy.. but he two timing and got gf liao.. then after that, she said she in love with me.. and want me to feed her water mouth to mouth.. and also wanted to date me... all alot of rubbish la... but bet she did not know what she said sia... lol.. then after 2hours, she finally got better and could stand and walk by herself.. and she became sober and felt embarassed to have spouted all those nonesence.. haha.. ate prata then went back to slp.. now gg to
Josh Loh
6:48 PM
friday was pirates of the carribean day.. the movie was damn nice.. but the ending was kinda pissifying.. well, shall not spoil the show for those who hae not watched.. maybe later in the week then i will reveal the secret.. haha...
then came sat.. woke up a later than usual cause i watched the movie on sat morning.. anyway, meet my materal grandma for lunch at Ah Yat.. then after that went back home to watch CARS on the computer... then fell asleep before going over to hui qian's place.. went there and ate dinner before going over to MOS.. at MOS, a funny thing happened... juan ling drank too much and was DRUNK!!! i mean really drunk.. then after we(hui qian, jek hao, michelle, jun yong, darren and jie wei) came out, we had trouble gettin juan ling to stand upright to walk to the cab.. jun yong had to carry her to the cab.. then i needed to carry help up into the cab.. then in the car, she started spouting nonesence.. and started grabbin darren's legs and wanted to also remove his ring which he got with his gf... then after that, in the cab, she started grabbin my hand(i was sitting infront).. and started sayin that she is in love.. OMG!!! then after we reached hui qian's place, i carried her and put her on the sofa and left her there and went to the kitchen to get water for her.. then after i tried to feed her the water, she just did not want to drink la.. and continued to spout nonesence... saying that she is in love with the ba chor mee guy.. but he two timing and got gf liao.. then after that, she said she in love with me.. and want me to feed her water mouth to mouth.. and also wanted to date me... all alot of rubbish la... but bet she did not know what she said sia... lol.. then after 2hours, she finally got better and could stand and walk by herself.. and she became sober and felt embarassed to have spouted all those nonesence.. haha.. ate prata then went back to slp.. now
Josh Loh
6:48 PM
friday was pirates of the carribean day.. the movie was damn nice.. but the ending was kinda pissifying.. well, shall not spoil the show for those who hae not watched.. maybe later in the week then i will reveal the secret.. haha...
then came sat.. woke up a later than usual cause i watched the movie on sat morning.. anyway, meet my materal grandma for lunch at Ah Yat.. then after that went back home to watch CARS on the computer... then fell asleep before going over to hui qian's place.. went there and ate dinner before going over to MOS.. at MOS, a funny thing happened... juan ling drank too much and was DRUNK!!! i mean really drunk.. then after we(hui qian, jek hao, michelle, jun yong, darren and jie wei) came out, we had trouble gettin juan ling to stand upright to walk to the cab.. jun yong had to carry her to the cab.. then i needed to carry help up into the cab.. then in the car, she started spouting nonesence.. and started grabbin darren's legs and wanted to also remove his ring which he got with his gf... then after that, in the cab, she started grabbin my hand(i was sitting infront).. and started sayin that she is in love.. OMG!!! then after we reached hui qian's place, i carried her and put her on the sofa and left her there and went to the kitchen to get water for her.. then after i tried to feed her the water, she just did not want to drink la.. and continued to spout nonesence... saying that she is in love with the ba chor mee guy.. but he two timing and got gf liao.. then after that, she said she in love with me.. and want me to feed her water mouth to mouth.. and also wanted to date me... all alot of rubbish la... but bet she did not know what she said sia... lol.. then after 2hours, she finally got better and could stand and walk by herself.. and she became sober and felt embarassed to have spouted all those nonesence.. haha.. ate prata then went back to slp.. not g
Josh Loh
6:48 PM
friday was pirates of the carribean day.. the movie was damn nice.. but the ending was kinda pissifying.. well, shall not spoil the show for those who hae not watched.. maybe later in the week then i will reveal the secret.. haha...
then came sat.. woke up a later than usual cause i watched the movie on sat morning.. anyway, meet my materal grandma for lunch at Ah Yat.. then after that went back home to watch CARS on the computer... then fell asleep before going over to hui qian's place.. went there and ate dinner before going over to MOS.. at MOS, a funny thing happened... juan ling drank too much and was DRUNK!!! i mean really drunk.. then after we(hui qian, jek hao, michelle, jun yong, darren and jie wei) came out, we had trouble gettin juan ling to stand upright to walk to the cab.. jun yong had to carry her to the cab.. then i needed to carry help up into the cab.. then in the car, she started spouting nonesence.. and started grabbin darren's legs and wanted to also remove his ring which he got with his gf... then after that, in the cab, she started grabbin my hand(i was sitting infront).. and started sayin that she is in love.. OMG!!! then after we reached hui qian's place, i carried her and put her on the sofa and left her there and went to the kitchen to get water for her.. then after i tried to feed her the water, she just did not want to drink la.. and continued to spout nonesence... saying that she is in love with the ba chor mee guy.. but he two timing and got gf liao.. then after that, she said she in love with me.. and want me to feed her water mouth to mouth.. and also wanted to date me... all alot of rubbish la... but bet she did not know what she said sia... lol.. then after 2hours, she finally got better and could stand and walk by herself.. and she became sober and felt embarassed to have spouted all those nonesence.. haha.. ate prata then went back to slp.. n
Josh Loh
6:48 PM
friday was pirates of the carribean day.. the movie was damn nice.. but the ending was kinda pissifying.. well, shall not spoil the show for those who hae not watched.. maybe later in the week then i will reveal the secret.. haha...
then came sat.. woke up a later than usual cause i watched the movie on sat morning.. anyway, meet my materal grandma for lunch at Ah Yat.. then after that went back home to watch CARS on the computer... then fell asleep before going over to hui qian's place.. went there and ate dinner before going over to MOS.. at MOS, a funny thing happened... juan ling drank too much and was DRUNK!!! i mean really drunk.. then after we(hui qian, jek hao, michelle, jun yong, darren and jie wei) came out, we had trouble gettin juan ling to stand upright to walk to the cab.. jun yong had to carry her to the cab.. then i needed to carry help up into the cab.. then in the car, she started spouting nonesence.. and started grabbin darren's legs and wanted to also remove his ring which he got with his gf... then after that, in the cab, she started grabbin my hand(i was sitting infront).. and started sayin that she is in love.. OMG!!! then after we reached hui qian's place, i carried her and put her on the sofa and left her there and went to the kitchen to get water for her.. then after i tried to feed her the water, she just did not want to drink la.. and continued to spout nonesence... saying that she is in love with the ba chor mee guy.. but he two timing and got gf liao.. then after that, she said she in love with me.. and want me to feed her water mouth to mouth.. and also wanted to date me... all alot of rubbish la... but bet she did not know what she said sia... lol.. then after 2hours, she finally got better and could stand and walk by herself.. and she became sober and felt embarassed to have spouted all those nonesence.. haha.. ate prata then went back to
Josh Loh
6:48 PM
friday was pirates of the carribean day.. the movie was damn nice.. but the ending was kinda pissifying.. well, shall not spoil the show for those who hae not watched.. maybe later in the week then i will reveal the secret.. haha...
then came sat.. woke up a later than usual cause i watched the movie on sat morning.. anyway, meet my materal grandma for lunch at Ah Yat.. then after that went back home to watch CARS on the computer... then fell asleep before going over to hui qian's place.. went there and ate dinner before going over to MOS.. at MOS, a funny thing happened... juan ling drank too much and was DRUNK!!! i mean really drunk.. then after we(hui qian, jek hao, michelle, jun yong, darren and jie wei) came out, we had trouble gettin juan ling to stand upright to walk to the cab.. jun yong had to carry her to the cab.. then i needed to carry help up into the cab.. then in the car, she started spouting nonesence.. and started grabbin darren's legs and wanted to also remove his ring which he got with his gf... then after that, in the cab, she started grabbin my hand(i was sitting infront).. and started sayin that she is in love.. OMG!!! then after we reached hui qian's place, i carried her and put her on the sofa and left her there and went to the kitchen to get water for her.. then after i tried to feed her the water, she just did not want to drink la.. and continued to spout nonesence... saying that she is in love with the ba chor mee guy.. but he two timing and got gf liao.. then after that, she said she in love with me.. and want me to feed her water mouth to mouth.. and also wanted to date me... all alot of rubbish la... but bet she did not know what she said sia... lol.. then after 2hours, she finally got better and could stand and walk by herself.. and she became sober and felt embarassed to have spouted all those nonesence.. haha.. ate prata then went
Josh Loh
6:48 PM
friday was pirates of the carribean day.. the movie was damn nice.. but the ending was kinda pissifying.. well, shall not spoil the show for those who hae not watched.. maybe later in the week then i will reveal the secret.. haha...
then came sat.. woke up a later than usual cause i watched the movie on sat morning.. anyway, meet my materal grandma for lunch at Ah Yat.. then after that went back home to watch CARS on the computer... then fell asleep before going over to hui qian's place.. went there and ate dinner before going over to MOS.. at MOS, a funny thing happened... juan ling drank too much and was DRUNK!!! i mean really drunk.. then after we(hui qian, jek hao, michelle, jun yong, darren and jie wei) came out, we had trouble gettin juan ling to stand upright to walk to the cab.. jun yong had to carry her to the cab.. then i needed to carry help up into the cab.. then in the car, she started spouting nonesence.. and started grabbin darren's legs and wanted to also remove his ring which he got with his gf... then after that, in the cab, she started grabbin my hand(i was sitting infront).. and started sayin that she is in love.. OMG!!! then after we reached hui qian's place, i carried her and put her on the sofa and left her there and went to the kitchen to get water for her.. then after i tried to feed her the water, she just did not want to drink la.. and continued to spout nonesence... saying that she is in love with the ba chor mee guy.. but he two timing and got gf liao.. then after that, she said she in love with me.. and want me to feed her water mouth to mouth.. and also wanted to date me... all alot of rubbish la... but bet she did not know what she said sia... lol.. then after 2hours, she finally got better and could stand and walk by herself.. and she became sober and felt embarassed to have spouted all those nonesence.. haha.. ate prata then
Josh Loh
6:48 PM
friday was pirates of the carribean day.. the movie was damn nice.. but the ending was kinda pissifying.. well, shall not spoil the show for those who hae not watched.. maybe later in the week then i will reveal the secret.. haha...
then came sat.. woke up a later than usual cause i watched the movie on sat morning.. anyway, meet my materal grandma for lunch at Ah Yat.. then after that went back home to watch CARS on the computer... then fell asleep before going over to hui qian's place.. went there and ate dinner before going over to MOS.. at MOS, a funny thing happened... juan ling drank too much and was DRUNK!!! i mean really drunk.. then after we(hui qian, jek hao, michelle, jun yong, darren and jie wei) came out, we had trouble gettin juan ling to stand upright to walk to the cab.. jun yong had to carry her to the cab.. then i needed to carry help up into the cab.. then in the car, she started spouting nonesence.. and started grabbin darren's legs and wanted to also remove his ring which he got with his gf... then after that, in the cab, she started grabbin my hand(i was sitting infront).. and started sayin that she is in love.. OMG!!! then after we reached hui qian's place, i carried her and put her on the sofa and left her there and went to the kitchen to get water for her.. then after i tried to feed her the water, she just did not want to drink la.. and continued to spout nonesence... saying that she is in love with the ba chor mee guy.. but he two timing and got gf liao.. then after that, she said she in love with me.. and want me to feed her water mouth to mouth.. and also wanted to date me... all alot of rubbish la... but bet she did not know what she said sia... lol.. then after 2hours, she finally got better and could stand and walk by herself.. and she became sober and felt embarassed to have spouted all those nonesence.. haha.. ate
Josh Loh
6:48 PM
friday was pirates of the carribean day.. the movie was damn nice.. but the ending was kinda pissifying.. well, shall not spoil the show for those who hae not watched.. maybe later in the week then i will reveal the secret.. haha...
then came sat.. woke up a later than usual cause i watched the movie on sat morning.. anyway, meet my materal grandma for lunch at Ah Yat.. then after that went back home to watch CARS on the computer... then fell asleep before going over to hui qian's place.. went there and ate dinner before going over to MOS.. at MOS, a funny thing happened... juan ling drank too much and was DRUNK!!! i mean really drunk.. then after we(hui qian, jek hao, michelle, jun yong, darren and jie wei) came out, we had trouble gettin juan ling to stand upright to walk to the cab.. jun yong had to carry her to the cab.. then i needed to carry help up into the cab.. then in the car, she started spouting nonesence.. and started grabbin darren's legs and wanted to also remove his ring which he got with his gf... then after that, in the cab, she started grabbin my hand(i was sitting infront).. and started sayin that she is in love.. OMG!!! then after we reached hui qian's place, i carried her and put her on the sofa and left her there and went to the kitchen to get water for her.. then after i tried to feed her the water, she just did not want to drink la.. and continued to spout nonesence... saying that she is in love with the ba chor mee guy.. but he two timing and got gf liao.. then after that, she said she in love with me.. and want me to feed her water mouth to mouth.. and also wanted to date me... all alot of rubbish la... but bet she did not know what she said sia... lol.. then after 2hours, she finally got better and could stand and walk by herself.. and she became sober and felt embarassed to have spouted all those nonesence.. haha..
Josh Loh
6:48 PM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
i want you two to stop arguing..
i want you two to love each other more..
i dont want to see frowns on your faces..
i just want you two to kepp smiling all the time..
it hurts to see you two fight all the time..
you dont think it will affect us, but it does hurt inside..
you two have always been there all the time for us..
i want to do the same too..
but i want you two to love each other all the time..
Josh Loh
3:50 PM
Monday, July 10, 2006
finally blogging at home.. well, yesterday was a torture in camp.. its rained all day and i was stuck in the office doing practically doing nothing except fighting to stay awake.. then at night, was trying to stay awake and waiting for the match.. in between all that, there was also the fight with my mind.. fighting to keep the depressing thoughts out of my mine.. smsed dewie as a confided in her and she gave some advice.. most people i chatted with yesterday told me the same thing.. well, to all of you all, i have tried my best to push her aside and out of my life.. but there is just this part of her that still lingers inside me.. its like, engraved into me or something..
Josh Loh
9:45 PM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
watched superman with mitchelle, dewie and vincent from first three months.. woke up at 2pm today.. was kinda waiting for the phone call to be activated.. but lucky it did not happen.. could sleep in sia.. anyway, after waking up, just slacked at home before heading up.. wasnt in such a good mood tho.. i must admit.. sorry dewie, mitchelle and vincent.. still felt the hangover from crying last night...
there are some things in life that do not change over night.. the fact that we led differents lives remains unchanged.. but there's a part of me that you have taken away from me.. this fact, is something that i can not deny... i feel as though that some part of me ticks because of you... well, felt like that last night.. it felt the same as the night when u said you wanted out of the relationship.. the hole you left me was quite deep.. i thought i was strong enough to mend the hole and move on with life... but i guess there are some holes in life that can never be covered... after last night, i really do hope that i will not let myself down again and i need to move on... hope you arent feeling like what i do.. if you do, hope god gives you enough stenght to overcome it..
Josh Loh
11:49 PM
went to send branda off at the airport today... feel kinda sad that she's leaving, still have a little feeling for her... but will, i'll move on.. anyway, hope you have a good stay in australia... remember to study hard too..
before that, had a super long run in camp... did three big and three small rounds.. it adds up to 12.9km.. its part of training for AHM(army half marathon).. my legs are aching like shit now.. eyes also very heavy.. time to sleep i guess and kinda sad now.. byez!!!
i kinda missing you once in awhile... and now is that awhile..
Josh Loh
1:10 AM
Monday, July 03, 2006
sitting in front of the screen and having my dinner ( dou hua with protugese egg tarts). u may be asking why im having this for dinner..
well, i think this is the best part of the day for me.. the whole day has been really really shitty man.. i dun even know where to start...well, the day was alright at first.. felt like a normal day.. azhari sms me to tell me her reporting sick outside and that sms woke up me before my alarm... then when i reached camp, i was all ready for work.. but not in the way it happened.. RSM kept bugging me about the SAF DAY dinner.. keep asking me to do this do that.. make sure i get sim to put sign board up.. then keep reminding me to get people to be at guard room... then i still had to settle 650 SIR stuff and siti from HRC kept calling to confirm this confirm that.. then i tried to get answers for her but my friend from ATEC din pick up his hp.. omg.. then besides that, had to settle tomorrow's 650 SIR TECH MOB uncontactables.. then got other stuff to settle too..
then the worst thing happened.. warrant ragu needed help to bring the food from the cook house.. first of all, i dun understand why he cld not get his CLA guys to help him and needs NSOTS to bring the food up.. but nvm, forget it... i will move the food... then the worst thing happened.. the food that i was carrying, the trolley gave way and the chicken curry and fried rice came toppling down on me.. then the worst thing is that the cookhouse people saw and just said things like "told them to be careful liao.. tell them that cannot do it like that... must get a car to transfer the food.."
so i had to clear up the mess with the clerks i had with me.. i felt really bad to have them clear the mess that i created. i shld have been patient and move the food slowly up and not do it in one shot and create a mess instead.. hearing them say that they are sai kang kings really hit me hard.. i wanted to tell them that i want to clear the mess myself.. then they stayed and did a really great job.. i really want to let them know how much it meant to me having them stay to help me.. thanks alot guys...
then another unexpected thing happened.. i called RSM to tell him that i will be down slightly late(in the event that he needs me there) cause i needed to borrow a set of uniform from the ASO... then he raised his voice at me la.. I WAS STUNNED... i din know why he shouted at me la.. but i din do anything... just took it and went on with the day.. then settled my stuff and cleared my things and left camp till where i am now...
Josh Loh
10:04 PM
