Thursday, March 30, 2006
hmmm.. wad shld i write here.. so many things tat hav been runnin trhu my mind.. i reali dunno where to start... officially my first week as a ASO and im findin it quite tough.. so many things to noe in such a short span of time.. but i guess its a new challenge tat i wil overcome over the nxt few weeks and mths.. dunno why but my mind ah, over the last week or some, keeps thinkin of stupid things la.. duno how to sort out wad im tinkin oso.. but i'll try la... i kept thinkin abt sch as the bus i took went by njc... i keep wonderin if i shld hav put in more effort in the jc to get a beta grade... then when the bus goes pass sji, it reminds me of the life i had in sps... those were the days tat i reali slacked and enjoyed... basketball, tennis, peer support and sports day... so many things done in the short short time of 4yrs.. reali miss those times lyk hell.. which i cld go back in time n relive those days.. i oso tot abt whether its good or bad to be single.. lyk sometimes, when u are in the solemn mood, i keep tinkin abt on my past relationship and wonder wad went wrong.. did i do something wrong? or was it bcos of some other reason.. i wanna noe the ans but im oso afraid to now the ans... then i tink abt my single life, no worries, no body to hold me back.. im free to do wad ever i wana do n at any time i wanna do.. guess i jus tink too much at times... wished tat i dun tink so deep into everything n jus live a happy life...
Josh Loh
9:46 PM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
finally commissioned as an officer of the SAF... many new challenges awaits me in 9div hq.. wonder wad the new job will be to bring... reali dunno wad to expect there.. hope tat my remainin yr there wil be smooth sailing for more of the time.. anyw i was realli happy to be wif my platoon mates yest.. yest was the last time we fall in n march from one place to another as a platoon.. the feeling wasnt tat good. but it was nice jus being able to march wif them for the last time as platoon 2.. i grew reali attached to the platoon ever since i joined from sispec... din reali perform tat well but i tink i gave my best when i can.. and i must admit tt i slackened towards the end.. but i realised tat slackin is not my way of life.. i need to jus my fullest energy to anything n everything i do... then will i feel a sense of satisfaction.. well now tat im an officer, the first prob i face is gettin a comms ball date for nxt sat.. tried askin two of my good frens to go, but both are caught up wif uni stuff... so they arent able to make it.. so now i hav a big prob of findin a good girl fren who is willin to go wif my as my partner.. i wun hav tis prob if i were stil tog wif her but i get shit happens and i jus got to live wif it... so now i'll try my hardest to find a date and if reali no choice then i reali duno wad im gg to do.. mayb i can go there alone? if its possible.. hahaa...
Josh Loh
3:55 PM
