Tuesday, January 31, 2006
the chinese new yr is here and three days are abt to go by.. haha.. i reali enjoyed myself.. mayb much more tis yr cos i reali had a good time wif my family and relatives.. esp my younger cousins, boy are they cute.. haha.. they are so small n young, but they can be so clever man.. sometime im afraid of havin them grow up, i wished they cld stay young and cute as they are now. haha.. they reali add colour to all my relatives life.. haha.. anyw im jus glad to hav this holiday break..guess i jus needed to spend some quality time wif my family members.. hope to hav a holiday soon so i can spend some more time wif them...
Josh Loh
11:12 AM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
went shoppin today.. tried to get some last min clothes to wear during the new yr.. haha.. but cld not find any nice clothes... anyw when i walked pass the adidas stall in city link, i saw a bag that i tot my ex wld lyk... i duno why i tot abt her.. but anyw its over.. and i dun reali wish to tink abt it any more.. well after shoppin, i went to watch a movie wif kelvin n kenny.. we watched fearless which starred jet li.. the fightin was reali good man.. but too bad there isnt a storyline to the movie.. otherwise it wld hav been a good movie.. after the movie i went back home n jus chilled till dinner time.. had a steamboat wif my family and then spend rest of the nite watchin tv.. haha..
well more to some serious stuff.. well i din get a chance to write on my self reflection from thailand.. well i had quite abit of time to tink abt alot of stuff in thailand.. lyk on my future after the army and stuff.. and oso abt my break up... its time i moved on.. and i feel tat im startin to move on from the break up.. was kinda affected by the break up in thailand.. din manage to focus on the trainin there at first.. but when i set my mind straight, i started to focus beta n performed beta... and when im on the tonner back to camp, i has the chance to look at the locals.. n i saw wad they lived in.. they were simple houses made from wood.. some from cement.. but they had hardly anything inside, unlike wad we hav here in a simple HDB flat.. but even when they live such simple life, when they saw us, they can stil put up a smile on their face.. lookin at them smile touched my heart.. it reali did.. it made me tink, why they can smile at a total stranger when they live such simple life... while ppl here in spore overlook the simple things in life and nv find time to make it a point to smile lyk the thai locals do... we are too concerned wif gettin ard n gettin a job done.. we forget to cherish the ppl n frens tat are ard us.. i jus hope that ppl can take one step slower in life n cherish the simple things in live that the thai locals do...
anyw trainin there was fun.. enjoyable except for the hot sun durin the day n the cold nites... R n R was a torture.. the travellin was painful n the places were damn BORING!!!!!!! well glad tat its over n im here back in spore.. hope to meet up wif my good frens soon.. chinese new yr is a few min away... hope to collect lots of ang bao and can spend some money after CNY.. haha.. thats all for now....
Josh Loh
10:57 PM
Friday, January 27, 2006
MUNNERU VALIBA
munneru valibu munneri endrum
thoduvan nok ku vai kan the ri ya they
kar irullii oli rum vin mee nav
thanimaiyalay payanthra nadugal irulil oli pera
unnai nedum, mailbu nok ku valiba
en drum mun ne ri thodu van nok ku vai
( some parts i cant see wad the letter is.. so mayb some words are wrong.. pls go back camp n check)
SINGAPURA NEGARA KITA
singapura negara kita
aman makmur sentiasa
pertahankanlah bumi kita
jadi banggaan penduduk semua
singapura negara kaya
biar kecil tapi temama
bersatulah kita semua
untok menentang anasir negara!
i guess u all dun need to chinese song n ocs song cos u handsome guys all noe those two songs so well liao.. so jus learn these three songs first..
Josh Loh
11:23 PM
tis is for the echo platoon 2 bitches..
WE ARE ONE
we work in harmony,
with our fellow men,
we are the soldiers of this land.
we have to move ahead,
to do the best we can,to
we are the ones to defend our land.
we live in unity,
working hand in hand,
within this land that we defend.
we have to leave the past,
to strive for higher planes,
we have to train to achieve our aim.
we push ourselves ahead, to our destiny,
to make this coutry strong and free.
as we go marching on, we sing this melody,
so let us strive on to victory.
CHORUS
we are one, marching on;
we are the young defenders of this country.
moving on we believe, that we can achieve
so let us serve our home singapore.
Josh Loh
11:16 PM
Monday, January 02, 2006
this song jus sums up my days before i leave for thailand, the days after i got dumped.
It's all because of you,
I'm feeling sad and blue
You went away,
Now my life is just a rainy day and I love you so,
How much you'll never know
You've gone away and left me lonely.
Untouchable memories
Seem to keep haunting me
Another love so true,
That once turned all my gray skies blue
But you disappeared,
Now my eyes are filled with tears
And I'm wishing you were here
With me soaked with love all my thoughts of you
Now that you're gone I just don't know what to do
If only you were here,
You'd wash away my tears
The sun would shine,
Once again you'll be mine all mine
But in reality, you and I will never be cos
You took your love away from me.
Chorus
Girl, I don't know what I did to make you leave me
But what I do know is
That since you've been gone there's such an emptiness inside,
I'm wishing you to come back to me.
If only you were here,
You'd wash away my tears
The sun would shine,
Once again you'll be mine all mine
But in reality,
You and I will never be cos
You took your love away from me.
Oh -- Baby you took your love away from me.
i hav to admit tat im upset abt the break up.. i reali wonder why she left me after one year. and is the reason tat she told me honestly from her heart. how can she jus break after one yr.. after so much has happened.. i did not tink tat it wld come so soon.. it kinda caught me by surprise.. i jus wished i cld enter her mind to get the real reason behind the break up.. i truly, honestly, sincerely wanna noe why..
if she says its bcos of army, then i wonder if she ever put herself in my shoes.. i reali did try alot to make as much time for her as possible.. does she ever tink abt how i feel when ever she says she isnt free when i cancelled on my frens to make time for her? or isit reali bcos the candle of feelings for me has burnt out.. i jus hope i had ans to these qns..
i noe tat i hav to take action in order to noe the ans.. but by wad means shld i convey the qns to her.. i dun hav the courage to tok to her face to face or over the phone.. i noe i sound lyka chicken now.. but its reali difficult for me to do it.. im so lost now.. i reali duno wad to do.. im abt to leave for thailand and all these shit is happening to me.. someone help me..
Josh Loh
11:48 PM
