Sunday, June 19, 2005
my last few hours being a free man.. haha.. no need to wake up at 0530.. but all this wil change tmr morn.. its back to the green uniform for me.. n its back to the island called tekong.. im sorry to all those frens out there whom i hav nelgected over this week.. i promise to find time to meet up wif u all.. tis week has been a hell of a week for me.. i spent almost everyday wif my dear baby.. she is my pillar of support.. she is wad makes me laugh.. n most importantly, she is the one the i love wif all my heart..
i admit its sad tat i cant spend at much time wif her anymore.. but at least i stil hav her.. haha.. anyway, sispec wil be another meaningful n memorable experience.. n i wish my platoon mates who made it into ocs to train hard there.. i wana see the chocolate bar on ur shoulder nxt time i see u.. its gg to be tough.. but u guys can do it..
i reali am startin to miss those BMT days.. wif my platoon, esp my bunk mates.. my suck cock buddies.. man... how i wish i cld go thru my army life wif them.. but it wun happen.. all i can do now is to stay in touch wif them.. haha.. tats all for now.. i'll blog agi if i hav the time..
I LOVE YOU BRENDA NG SHI YING Josh Loh
11:01 PM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
dun get me wrong.. things are gg v well btw us.. but a sentance she sed last night got me thinkin.. if i reali do want to marry her in 10yrs times, do i reali need to be a christian? cant i be a free thinker and stil marry a christian.. and does tis mean tat if i dun convert, i wun be able to be wif her till i die? someone please explain or enlighten me!!!
Josh Loh
8:42 PM
Monday, June 13, 2005
time reali does pass by reali quickly.. its already been two and a half mths in BMTC.. life there has been reali fun, meaningful and memborable.. the tough trainin given to me and my platoon mates where at times reali tough and we went thru hell.. but after these mths in trainin, i'd become a beta soldier and a beta man.. the frenship forged in BMT wil nv be forgotten.. then fun memories and laughters we share wil oways be remembered dearly.. one more week of freedom b4 i get posted to a new unit.. then i'll be called a chao private agi.. haha.. but im kinda lookin forward to the new challenge ahead..
there is gg to be a bbq tis wed... wif the tennis ppl.. hope tat it wil be fun.. and its a good time for me to catch up wif my juniors frm sch.. haha.. they wil probably throw me one side and hang out wif themselves la.. confirm one.. but it'll be good the see them agi.. hope that they are studyin hard for the upcomin A levels.. study hard guys n girls.. dun end up lyk me.. regrettin nt puttin in enuf effort into studyin.. and nt being able to get into a local uni.. so pls study hard K!!!!
tokin abt that local uni.. i hope that i wil be able to get into one of the local uni.. namely NTU.. i sent in an appeal letter for my application in common engineerin le.. now im jus waitin for their reply AGI.. haiz.. hope i get good news tis time...
n frens for mine, if u all are free, ask me out for lunch or something k? its time to catch up on the good old times.. heez..
Josh Loh
12:40 PM
