Thursday, March 31, 2005
Long time since I last cried.. cryin does reali help to make some ppl feel beta.. for me.. I wil onli feel beta after a good long cry followed by a nice long nap.. but the onli thing im afraid of is my family members opening my room door and finding out tat im cryin.. cos they wil start wonderin why im cryin.. and if they find out why im cryin, they wil sure scold me n say im a stupid boy.. a dumb boy.. a unless boy..
But I dun reali care abt wad they wil say.. as its how I feel tat reali matters.. right? I mean, they wun understand why im cryin too wad..
I noe I wil surely be called a sissy for cryin n stuff.. but I dun care.. its my life n I can do wad I wanna do.. right?
Josh Loh
10:41 PM
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
its been a reali long time frm my last blog... many things hav happen.. and time reali flies when ur havin fun.. it been a reali good time spendin time wif my sec sch frens, jc frens and of cos y darlin baby..
ever since i stopped work, i went to alots of place.. well nt reali alot la.. but i reali enjoyed myself.. haha.. i went to the zoo wif my jc classmates and my babe... took many pics.. n i recalled the times when i was in the zoo as a small child.. haha.. these memories nv get erased...
besides tat, i went for a tennis bbq/stayover at my babe's hse.. but the bbq was meant for the first three mth jc1 in the tennis team.. they were one fun bunch of ppl to be wif.. haha.. all whacky lyk me.. whahaha..
i oso had to send my taiwan classmate off at the airport as she left for taiwan.. most probably for good.. doubt she wil be comin back to singapore to study.. cos she wanna do it in aussie.. haha.. but she was a reali nice fren to hav.. she seldoms loses her temper and she has thing reali kind hearted nature and is quite a joker herself.. will certainly miss her ard.. actually i already miss my jc sch days.. the days where we go to sch in the early morn n then complain abt everything.. but stil hav lots of fun wif ourselves and our teachers.. but we oso work hard at studyin n doin homework..
did i oso mentioned tat i had a couple of mahjong sessions wif both my sec sch frens n jc frens.. haha.. lost $20 when we played 10cents 20 cents lor.. haha.. but then agi.. its fun la.. the excitment of mahjong.. it reali gets u to work ur brain as u hav to be careful nt throw tiles tat allow others to game.. haha..
lastly, its a abt one more week more b4 i enter ns.. i reali dun wanna go in cos i wil reali miss my baby.. n she wil be havin her mid yr when in inside n i CANT book out yet.. hope she can handle the pressure without me being beside her.. but i wil oways be by her side spiritually.. lyk i sed.. time realis does fly... n probably when my nxt entry is up, it wld b my last entry b4 i enter ns liao.. man.. tis sucks..
Josh Loh
2:45 PM
