Wednesday, September 29, 2004

hmm.. a fews days never blog.. so i think it is time to blog again.. well.. it is the time where we al get our dreaded papers back from our not-so-happy teachers now.. up till now, i only got back my chemistry papers and two biology papers.. got an overall grade of B for chemistry.. biology based on P1 and P4 is a D grade.. haiz.. i dun want to get back the rest of the papers.. especially maths.. i hate that subject.. but i know i must work hard to improve and do well for my A's.. and that is what i am going to do now.. i am going to start practicing maths after school.. hope it wil pay off.. well, thats about it for now... will blog once i get more results back..

Sunday, September 26, 2004

elgin.. haha.. my beloved cousin.. damn cute.. but today he cried v badly for some time.. make me heart pain.. 


quite a tiring day..but did very little things today i think.. woke up at 11+ cause last night chatted over the phone.. then i ate cereal for breakfast cause no one woke up yet.. then watched television till around 2pm.. then i went to my room to play CM4 before helping my mother make mooncake.. then my aunt and uncle came with their children.. they are so CUTE.. haha.. well after making the mooncake, i went to play basketball with my schoolmates.. then rushed home and bathed before meeting my uncles for dinner.. then after dinner, i went to the airport to eat ice cream.. yum yum.. i finished 5/8 of a EARTHQUAKE myself.. whaha.. i feel sinful..

Saturday, September 25, 2004

happy birthday kelvin ling.. haha.. finally your 18.. can legally buy drinks and go club and watch M-18 movies liao.. haha.. maybe today was a really good day when much to talk about.. well in the morning i went to nan chiau high to see my swimming captain receive our colours award.. after that, i went home to change before going out to meet kenny, kelvin lim, glibert and the birthday boy kelvin ling.. was sad that brian could not make it cause he had guard duty.. darn it.. anywae we met at 2.45pm on the train.. then headed down to tiong bahru plaza to watch the jacky chan file.. police story i think.. well it is a nice show.. got one part of the show damn funny.. cause jacky chan and nicholas tze was locked up.. then they manage to get out of the cell la.. then when they tried to leave quietly, they knock down a metal dustbin and there were like 20 policemen in the office.. but they looked at the two of them and acted like nothing happened.. damn funny.. then later, he saw a hig rankin officer, then again the office pretended he did not see jacky.. haha.. damn funny cause you would to expect them to catch jacky and lock them back.. but was a sad story la.. how he lost his 9 buddies.. then after the movie, went to lau pa sat to eat sting ray, carrot cake, prata and satay.. wrong combination of food as i had a funny feeling in my stomach after that.. after dinner, lim left to meet his other friends, then me, bert, kenny and ling went to grandlink to play pool.. played till 10 before we called it a day..



guess there were ups and downs for today... woke up at about 10 plus.. then wanted to make my peanut butter and chocolate sandwich.. but realise no more chocolate.. so went to the market with my mother to have breakfast and to do shopping so the fridge.. well it took a long time and when i got home, it was around 12pm.. and i had to meet my friends at 1 at pasir ris.. then my mum made the sandwich and i headed to the mrt after that.. reached pasir ris before 1.. but when i called my friend, he said he still at home and he and his girlfriend decided not to go to ESCAPE.. so i made my way to tampines mall.. played arcade then met kelvin to shop for another kelvin's birthday present.. we bought a wallet and something else for ling.. it is a surprise for him.. then we back to lim's house for PS2.. after that, we went to play soccer.. went there, then saw no one.. thought we can play for a long time.. but after we reached, 20 people came and we went to the basketball court to play basketball instead.. after the game, went back home to rest..

Thursday, September 23, 2004

prelims are finally over..WHOOOOOOOOO!!!! last paper was biology paper 1.. it was pretty ok i guess.. only got stuck on a few questions.. haha.. then after that was the fun part.. went to kovan for MACdonanld's breakfast.. after that, was one of the funniest movie that i have watched this year.. DODGEBALL.. the movie is damn funny man... but it is the corny type of funny.. but i think it is a good movie to watch after my prelims.. so ya.. then after that jek michelle yq n xw walked to HMV to shop around.. then after that, me jek and michelle met soverynn, hq and sm at cini.. take comic from soverynn.. then after that went back home to take a nap.. after the nap met cheh yong and jek for a game of basketball.. damn shiok man the feeling.. to sweat.. haha.. long long time never sweat like that liao.. haha.. after the game, we had ice-jelly at old airport road hawker.. then i went home for dinner le.. haha..

Monday, September 20, 2004

maybe i am trying too hard.. and maybe i have been trying to hard in the previous years.. guess i should just sit back and just let things come naturally.. don't force it and let it come naturally.. maybe only like this then i can truly feel and find my true love..

it may take some time to patch me up inside

Sunday, September 19, 2004

cruel to the eye, i see the way that he makes you smile..
cruel to the eye, watching him near what meant everything to me..
im out of my mind, nothing makes sense to me anymore..
i want you in my life, that's what i am breathing for..




nothing much has happened since my last entry.. only the fact that i have been studying more than i did during the holidays.. well, its a good sign for me.. and i hope that i will lork harder once i get back my results..

i am trying hard to let my mind wander too muc.. i don't want to go back into time and look back at the times when we had fun with each others' company.. guess that we were just meant to be friends.. and nothing more than friends.. i kept telling myself to focus on what matters in front of me.. and not let my focus shift to unnecessary things.. but i guess you mean alot to me but nothing will ever happen..

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

i hate the prelims.. now i know why there is the prelims in our education system.. it is meant to wake people up from dreamland and hit them hit with the reality of the real thing.. anyway i took my chemistry P3, biology P2, maths P1 and general paper already.. i guess you can say that i was not really prepare for the prelims.. so i think you all can predict how my papers went.. i am goin g to put in my best to cover what i can for the remaining papers from thursday afternoon till sunday night.. the next entry, you will hear about how i managed to do the whole paper and that the paper was ok.. haha..

Sunday, September 12, 2004

i am feeling really scared now.. maybe it is because i did not really prepare as much as i should have.. or maybe it is because of something else.. i really do not know.. prelims may not be taken into account for the A level.. but still, you still can sense the pressure of it.. my hands are turning cold as i type.. what is happening.. why am i feelings like this right now.. my chest is also feeling funny.. am i panicking because my prelims ar tomorrow? and that i did not prepare for it? i guess so.. it must be..

you to me are everything.. the sweetest song that i can sing.. but it is all over.. no matter how i want you, you'll never be mine..

Friday, September 10, 2004

i have this sudden sadness running through me now.. probably it is because of talking to selina.. she had her chemical practical for prelims today.. and it did not turn out to go that well for her.. and she seem really upset about it.. i mean you could hear it in her voice.. well, i guess i am sad due to the fact that i am having my prelims in three days.. and i have not done much preparation.. unlike many of the people who are attending JC..

Thursday, September 09, 2004

i really did fall deeply in love with you.. the way you carry yourself, your smile.. there is just too many things that i can list.. you just blew me away when i first met you.. and i still cannot get over you.. i just cannot seem to put you out of my mind.. maybe this is one reason why i cannot concentrate on studying for my prelims.. haiz.. i got to put it one side already.. and time i got some real studying done.. got to go now.. will blog again soon..

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

i held onto a very slim glimmer of hope.. i always thought that i had a chance.. but i guess it is not what i thought it would be.. i guess it is time i said I GIVE UP.. i am not blaming you for anything.. i only have myself to blame.. i have to blame myself for being too chi1 qing2..
i knew that the feelings i had for you were true.. and i admit that i realy did fall deeply in love with you.. you really did meant alot to me.. but i guess you already have someone that you want.. and i'll respect that.. i rather you be happy with him than with me.. as long as your happy, i will not regret making this decision now..

Sunday, September 05, 2004

how come is it always at night that i feel shitty.. why is it that i cannot feel messed up during the day.. maybe it is because my parents are awake and aware of what i am doing? so maybe thats why i don't let my thoughts run.. so maybe that is one reason why i don't feel shitty inside.. DAMMIT.. i need to grow out of this.. it is getting uncontrollable.. i cannot allow this to always bother me..

but i'll continue learning each and every day..
there are things i want to say to you but i keep them deep inside me..
maybe they will never be made known to you..
only time will tell..

Saturday, September 04, 2004

my jie looks GREAT in this shades we chose for her.. haha 

Friday, September 03, 2004

what a day.. haha.. did not really started off that well.. but it ended with lots of fun.. haha.. had to go to school in the morning for a chemistry time trial.. haha... did section A and B.. after that, had the corrections for the test.. after that was suppose to have biology lessons.. but i did not attend it.. haha.. went to the library with jek to use the computer to play yahoo pool.. then i had lunch with ashwin at BK @ kovan.. bad luck struck me.. it rained really heavily at my place.. so i ran in the rain to reach home.. i was soaked from head to toe man.. haha.. had a bath and studied for 2 hours then went to meet selina at bugis.. walked around bugis for awhile to kill time before her hair appointment.. after killing time, selina went for her hair cut.. while i waited patiently outside.. it took about 40min.. then selina and i went to BK to study before meeting up with raphael.. after that, we meet up with raphael.. then we went shopping to get selina a pair of shades.. (we helped her choose, not pay) haha.. then we proceeded to take neoprints.. haha.. the first machine had a couch.. so cool.. we took two neoprints in total.. had fun decorating them.. haha.. we also had fun posing and giving each other kisses.. haha.. it really felt good to hang loose n party for the few minutes.. haha..




now its my turn not getting kissed.. poor me.. haha.. 



punk kids on the loose.. please beware!!!!!! 



how often does a girl get kissed by to handsome hunks.. haha 



my first kiss from my jie selina!!! poor raphael no kiss.. 

Thursday, September 02, 2004

if you want to love someone, love her wholeheartedly.. don't ever lead her on.. you may think it is a joke, or something fun to do.. but you never will know how hurt she willl feel when she finds out the truth.. so please, if you really want to love someone, then love her.. don't ever fool with her feelings..



did not really sleep well last night.. kept tossing and turning about in my bed.. then in the morning woke up a few times.. once was because of my mother.. she kept walking in and out of my room.. nevermind about that.. after that, i basically slack all day.. i only played CM4 till about 4 plus.. then went to shower before going to meet shannon and ian.. took a bus with shannon from her place.. then went to PS to collect the tickets.. after we got the tickets, we went to get shannon's eraser.. then waited for ian to come.. ate sushi and bought popcorn while waiting.. then ian FINALLY arrived after four phone calls.. then we entered the cinema for the show.. just nice our timing went in not long and the show started.. anyway the show started off ok.. then it got more exciting.. then as it got exciting, the more my shirt got tugged and the more i got punched.. BY SHANNON OF CAUSE.. anyway the show was not that bad.. then we three headed to feather's & fin for dinner.. after dinner we walked awhile before i took a bus home..

if there is love there wouldn't be friendship.. love ask friendship why u exist.. friendship replied:' i put a smile where one leave their tears..'

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

yesterday was teachers' day celebration.. went to school in the morning as usual.. but the only difference is that i was the only one there for morning assembly.. so sad.. anyway after the celebrations, more people from my class came.. then we went to our classrooms to write the cards we bought n prepared the cakefor our teachers.. finally, our teachers came and we had a good time eating cake and then we spent some time chatting in class.. after that, i went back home to change before meeting jen wei to go to sps.. went back there hoping to see some ex-teachers of mine.. but only managed to meet miss siva.. but it brought back good memories of secondary school life.. boy do i miss sps.. then i had lunch with jen wei and jason and wei lun at siglap.. after that, i went home and slept.. that was about all i did.. after the nap, it was the usual stuff i do at home.. stoning/TV/CM4/internet.. haha

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