Sunday, June 27, 2004

few more hrs to go till my mid yr exams.. haiz.. so sian.. n so fast one mth of holi is wasted liao.. haha.. tmr is maths paper.. haiz.. sure wun do well one.. haha.. anywae tis wil b a short entry cos need to go back to study liao.. haiz.. wish me luck.. haha.. hope tat she has fin studyin her subjects too.. din her frm her today.. so i guess she might hav been studyin all day.. well.. hope tis week wil go by v quickly.. haha

Josh Loh
11:17 PM

Friday, June 25, 2004

"Look What You've Done"

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Josh Loh
11:41 PM

tis week has been a hectic week.. had my chem prac, bio prac n oso my basic theory test all in the span of three days..haha.. im totally exhausted liao.. but nvm.. tonite got france n greece.. hopefully it can recharge my battery for sat.. so tat i can pia.. haha.. well. the past few days has been pretty ok i guess.. haha... things are slowly startin my way.. haha... hope it stays tis ways for some time.. haha.. im stil missin u..

Josh Loh
10:29 PM

Thursday, June 24, 2004

mayb i shld try nt to tink so much.. mayb it wil make myself feel beta.. life works in a beautiful way.. so does love.. how amazin can love be.. but im stil missin u pretty badly..

Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
And no love does what yours will ever do
Tell me how am i supposed to live me life?
Without you

Josh Loh
12:45 AM

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

u will probably nv get to read tis anytime soon.. but every min, every sec, i jus tink of the times we had together.. the smile on ur face.. hearin u laugh.. everything of u jus make me feel much much beta.. u probably might nt feel the same way as i do.. but i jus hope somewhere inside u, i do hold a place..

Josh Loh
12:45 AM

wad a bad day.. was suppose to be studyin for chem prac.. well i did study for it.. but my mind was somewhere else.. lyk it wasnt wif me or something.. it jus sucks.. it might b bcos im jus tinkin abt her all day.. i jus wonder wads she is doin.. whether she is studyin.. or whether she is havin a nap.. i noe it may sound stupid.. but i do miss her badly.. its jus one day.. n im lyk tat.. how am i gg to live for the nxt week.. i wun be able to come online to chat wif her.. if onli she wld sms? or shld i jus call her instead.. haha.. well see abt tat.. now i jus wanna find a way to stop missin her n tinkin abt her so much.. i reali do miss her loads..

Josh Loh
12:38 AM

Monday, June 21, 2004

yest had a good game of tennis in sch wif chi yeun n my juniors.. haha.. ashwin, ben, jess, ian all played wif chi yuen n i.. we played till close to 1pm. then we headed to heartland for lunch.. lunch was pretty fun... we all had a good luff n chatted alot too.. haha.. then after lunch we all went our separate ways.. i went back home to catch up on some slp.. after wakin up, i studied a little n then slacked my way till now.. now i gg to do some serious studyin liao.. tmr got chem prac.. haiz.. sianz.. byes ppl..

Josh Loh
11:16 PM

my beautiful mum n not so beautiful sis.. haha.. kiddin.. my sis is chio rite?

Josh Loh
12:34 AM

me n my half dead dad.. haha..

Josh Loh
12:31 AM

today was a nice way to spend father's day.. altho i slpt at 5 tis morn, i got up at 11+.. haha.. then i went to parkway to get a pork knuckle for my dad.. cos i din noe wad to get him n he sed jus get im food for today.. so i did jus tat.. i shared wif ym younger sis cos my elder sis got him a prez alreadi.. we oso bought to more koi frm the fish fair at parkway.. two of the koi dead in the nite.. the got sucked by the pump n died.. how sad.. well after buyin the food, we pick my younger sis up n went back home to get stuff tat we needed.. we were gg to sentosa for a pinic.. haha.. so we packed our stuffs n left for sentosa.. bought some hokkien mee n bee hoon goreng too.. went into sentosa's siloso beach.. haha.. it was pretty coolin.. the breeze was blowin n we jus enjoyed our food.. after eatin i felt piggy so i took a short nap.. b4 givin my dad a massage i promised him yest.. so gave him a 10min massage.. haha.. after tat i went for a swim n then showered n left sentosa.. haha.. went to pick my elder sis up for changi ferry terminal.. she came back frm desaru.. then had dinner at changi village.. haha.. pretty long day huh? haha..

Josh Loh
12:07 AM

Saturday, June 19, 2004

wel.. today woke up pretty late.. watched soccer in the mornin.. then slp till the afternoon.. then got up n had to wash up n prepare to go for high tea buffet.. its to celebrate my aunt's baby's first mth.. well the food was pretty good.. but the best part of it was gettin to see my fav cousins elgin n rayner.. boy are they cute.. elgin is jus a almost 2yrs old baby.. but he is so adorable n he has a mind of his own.. he does things tat we duno wad he is tryin to tell us.. but i jus love him so much.. haha.. after the high tea, we went home.. after bathin, we headed to suntec for fish & co... i shared a seafood platter wif my sis.. then we went up to nuss guild hse for drinks n a singin session.. onli sang one song.. MY WAY by frank sinatra.. i love singin tis song.. well after tat i can back n to watch euro 2004.. n fell aslp after tat..

Josh Loh
11:41 PM

tis is me n my FAV baby cousin.. his name is elgin.. v v v cute.. haha..

Josh Loh
8:06 PM

Friday, June 18, 2004

ok.. tis is how a pig sty looks lyk. haha.. well.. tis is where i slp every nite.. v messy hor..

Josh Loh
3:37 PM

tis is how i looked lyk after the england match.. n there was stil the france match.. boy was i tired..

Josh Loh
3:36 PM

i duno why.. but these two days hav reali been lousy.. even tho the euro 2004 is on tv, i jus seem to be my normal stuff.. i try hard not to tink abt u.. but everytime i try, its a futile attempt.. u hav no idea how many times i tink back into the past abt the moments we had.. the way ur smiled, the way u spoke, everything abt u jus keeps floatin ard in my head..i dun expect u to feel the same as i am now.. but i do hope tat somewhere in ur heart, i do hav a place.. n i wished tat u wld gif me the chance to cement my place deep inside ur heart.. I MISS YOU..

Josh Loh
4:48 AM

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

wasnt feelin well on sun morn at abt 5am.. slpt onli at 4am.. jus cld nt slp tat morn.. but the fact is tat after i tried to slp, i jus cld nt get to slp as i felt reali cold all over my body.. n my body oso ached all over.. it jus felt terrible.. n the fact tat my parents werent in spore made everything worst.. i gt up at abt 6 to put on a sweater n track pants b4 tryin to get some slp.. fortunately i got abt 4hrs of slp.. woke up at 10am.. ate some beancurd n took panadol b4 gg back to slp.. tis time i slp more n felt much beta after the slp.. but stil had a slight fever.. then at nite, went out wif dinner wif my parents when they came back frm msia.. after tat took my pills n slpt agi.. after tat i felt reali good.. it was a v good n peaceful slp.. haha

Josh Loh
11:08 PM

Sunday, June 13, 2004

three days since i last blog.. nth much has happened la.. fri nite i had dinner wif selina.. then acc her to get her hair band.. cos she's complainin tat her hair is messy n short n needs them to hold it in place.. so i gt no choice but to follow her.. so raphael, i din mean to sent her to tuition so late..then sat was another slack slack day.. jus went to kel's hse to play ps2 all day man.. went tampines for lunch n to collect the ps2 kel sent for repairs.. then went back n jus chiong.. BTW NARUTO IS ON PS2.. GO GET IT.. ITS DAMN NICE.. graphics damn cool too.. tat basically sums up my past three days..

Josh Loh
3:00 AM

Thursday, June 10, 2004

The O.C is a nice show.. i duno why, but it jus attracts me to it.. altho i din reali watch most of the show so far, but the episodes tat i watched has been reali nice.. n most imptly, i can relate to it.. its lyk u jus watch the show, n somehow u feel exactly wad the actor/actress feel.. u jus feel as tho ur part of the show.. but once it hits the commercials, i snap out of it n start to feel the pain in me agi.. its lyk, there's something inside of me tats causin much pain.. but i jus cant find a solution to ease the pain..

Josh Loh
11:54 PM

why do i care so much abt u? why do u oways appear in my head when im alone? do u feel the same way i do abt u? jus wad do u tink abt me when ur alone? or do u ever tink abt me?

Josh Loh
3:26 PM

i jus toked to a fren not long ago.. after tokin to her, it reali made me think abt lots of things in my life.. she had some probs n she called me to share it wif me.. after listenin to her, wad she sed reali struck me to tink abt myself.. abt my life.. why must there be such a thing called love? sometimes it can hurt u real bad, but it can oso make life a much beta place to life in.. do i reali need to hav a gf? izit reali necessary? why does ur heart feel diff when ur ard someone special? why does ur heart react tat way? izit possible for a guy n gal to be jus reali good fren n nt get into a relationship? there are jus to many qns in life tat wil go unanswered till a later part in life..

Josh Loh
1:00 AM

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

izit love? or izit jus infatuation?
wil there ever be something btw us?
do i need to sit back n wait?
how wil i ever noe how she feels abt me?
anyone who noe the ans to these qns pls tell me..

Josh Loh
12:10 AM

Monday, June 07, 2004

i kept tinkin abt something today.. when or how do u noe if ur in love wif someone.. does love at first sight exist? or does love takes time to nurture.. is there lyk a guide book or something to teach/tell u whether or nt ur in love or its jus a fling.. it can be irritatin at times when u jus lie in bed n tink abt someone.. n tinkin abt wad she/he is doin.. but the prob is tat u r nt able to sms or call tat someone n chat wif her/him.. its jus plain torture to noe tat she's there n she exist, but u cant hav her yet..

Josh Loh
11:40 PM

Saturday, June 05, 2004

tennis camp jus fin.. ok mayb not jus.. but it ended today.. i guess it was pretty fun overall.. mayb many new frens.. haha.. n got to noe the j1 beta i wld say.. haha.. the j1 are pretty fun ppl to hang out wif.. haha.. esp jesslyn n shannon.. haha.. these to gals, damn havoc sia.. n shannon tk advantage of a water game to pour water on me.. n at another station jesslyn make me get totally wet.. haha.. besides gettin wet, i oso played quite alot of tennis too.. haha.. its been a long time since i last played.. urin the mixed doubles match, jesslyn was my partner n we won the mini tournament.. haha.. not bad.. she can play pretty well.. anywae i jus reali enjoyed myself in the camp.. hope to be able to attend the camp for 2005.. haha

Josh Loh
11:32 PM

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

wif gp exam over, its time we got some rest frm sch.. but NO.. teachers lyk to torture us by gettin us back to attend make up mass tut.. haiz.. so sian lehz.. maths had one on mon n tue.. but onli went for the tue one.. then ended up jus copyin the ans.. then tmr there is chem n maths mass tut.. n tats after i go for swim trainin frm 8-10.. hope i dun slp durin the mass tut man.. haha.. its vesak day today.. went to get stuff for my tennis camp at PS.. then after tat met lim, kenny, brian n lim's poly frens for a game of soccer.. hav much fun sweatin my butt off.. long time since i last sweat lyk tat.. haha.. then after tat went for dinner wif my parents n sis.. haha.. quite an enjoyable day..

Josh Loh
11:59 PM

jus came back frm havin supper wif my sec sch buddies.. n boy was is good to hang out wif them.. im jus so happy tat nth in tis world can describe wad i feel now.. its lyk once in a jc, u tend to be occupied wif sch work n stuff n things tat happen in sec sch wld slowly fade away in ur memory.. but tis was lyk reminder of how fun sec sch has been back then.. we met up for SPS military band concert.. we had fun chattin n makin noise in esplanade concert hall.. singin of the SPS sch rally.. man.. its been a long time since we sang tat.. haha.. then after tat took some pic n left for supper.. we chatted all the way frm esplanade to bedok.. had fun makin a big din in the mrt too.. din bother abt how noisy we were.. jus tok n hav fun.. haha.. but good things oways come to an end.. we parted after supper but it was a day well spent..