Sunday, February 29, 2004
today had the trainer's workshop.. i wld say tat it was pretty enjoyable.. except for the lects in the morn.. well my grp was ok la.. noe a few.. but as the day went on, got to noe all of them pretty well.. started wif the game "have u ever?" then ended up havin to do a chimpanzee action.. then when got into our grps, i had to sing "she bangs" as a punishment.. malu-atin man.. haha.. anywae after tat, was lects.. nearly slpt be did not as a form of respect to the lecturers.. then was lunch b4 the games started.. the first was titanic.. we had to squeeze all our grp members onto cardboards on the floor.. then the facils wld slowly take them away one by one.. our grp managed to get 20 ppl on two pieces of cardboard.. the nxt game was nuclear waste(i tink).. we managed to get the pail n bball out of the badminton court n "safely" carried the bball onto the floor too.. after tat, we had so much time tat we ended up playin captains ball for half an hr.. then it was a timed game.. wif alphabets.. haha.. kept runnin up n down the stairs.. n we managed to clock in the fastest time of 29 seconds.. we were pretty happy wif tat result.. then we sat there n chatted abit n play a small game b4 gg for the last activity.. the last activity i din tk part in it due to my ankle.. it hasn't reali fully recovered yet.. anywae all the grps had oto carry 15 "injuried" ppl ard the track, up the gallery n into the hall.. then we had to pass thru the spider web b4 gg thru the "silent zone".. after which we cracked our minds to solve maths qns without our precious calculators.. haha.. then is was time to select our head n assit. head for the TEAM EXCELLENCE CAMP.. afterwhich, it all ended at abt 6.40.. then i joined my frens for dinner n went to his place to play PS2 b4 comin back at abt 2..
Josh Loh
2:19 AM
Friday, February 27, 2004
Physically, I may seem stronger than most guys my size.
Mentally, I may be stronger than most people my age.
But emotionally, well I guess I'm just like everyone else.
Josh Loh
10:01 PM
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
each passin jus adds onto the pain i feel within myself..
i wan to say tat i miss u..
but i jus keep it in myself..
as i fear for the worst if i'd done so..
wonder if u feel the same way as i do..
but i guess not..
hope things wil be beta frm now on..
Josh Loh
9:15 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2004
today had the road race.. wasnt reali prepared to run but i stil ran in the end.. as u all noe, i haven been runnin of exercisin for abt a mth liao.. so tis is lyk s super long distance ran for me la.. din reali hav the stamina to run.. but i jus kept joggin at a pretty slow pace.. but managed to get 149th position.. i noe it isnt v good.. but i myself think tat its a good run.. cos i din stop at all n most importantly, i din expect to get into the top 200.. well luck was on my side.. pretty sad tat my hse din win the road race.. as many runners were officials.. so we sorta gave the title to orion.. its the third major event we lose to them liao.. so the recyclin project must win.. im jus prayin hard tat we can do beta in the up coming events.. esp track n field meet..
Josh Loh
11:40 PM
Friday, February 20, 2004
to not so bad stuff.. while had bball 3 on 3 yest.. n if i had played well enuf n scored more, i wld hav been play today.. but too bad.. bcos of my lack of match play, i caused the team to fail to qualify for the semi finals.. pretty sad abt not gettin into the semis.. but i guess wads over is over.. jus move on to road race.. haha.. anywae today oso got back my maths paper.. is was on further curve.. did beta then i expected.. n pretty happy tat i did beta than last yr.. now onli left chem test.. dr wong( my tutor) was scoldin the whole class durin mornin assembly a few days back.. n she sed tat she din wan to teach us anymore.. im pretty worried abt it n i hope she continues to teach us.. if not i wil NEVER get into a uni.. hope tat i can pass tat test.. pray hard.. *fingers crossed*
Josh Loh
10:43 PM
sometimes u jus hate ur parents guts.. its lyk ur doin ur v best n workin ur bloody butt off jus to complete all ur homework.. but jus bcos they see u at the com when the come into ur room, they ASSUME tat u dun study.. WTF man.. i noe i slacked alot last yr.. u say me last yr i dun mind.. but WTH man.. tis yr i barely slpt in lect n do most of my f**kin tut lor.. n im doin ok in my class tests too.. so wad more do u wan.. u wan me to top my sch.. or do u wan me to get transferred to RJC.. i mean there is a limit to one's capability.. dun ask for too much for u might get nothing out of it in the end..
Josh Loh
10:36 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2004
today was quite an interestin day.. first was chem test.. at first tot it was sure gg to be a killer.. but it turned out pretty ok la.. can do most of it.. then came maths.. it was a tok by some professor frm NUS.. was kinda interestin n unique.. n i got impressed by the formula the professor n his partner came up wif.. so chim sia.. haha.. then the day was boring till pe.. first time i was takin pe since i sprained my ankle.. then i had trainin.. it feels good to be able to finally join trainin.. had fun wif my team mates.. haha.. thoroughly enjoyed it.. hope trainin can be tis fun oways..
Josh Loh
10:54 PM
Saturday, February 14, 2004
a happy vday to one and all.. hope tat u all had a day full of love wif ur frens and loved ones.. n for those who are single, dun worry.. ur time will come.. jus wait for the right one to appear in ur life..
Josh Loh
10:55 PM
Friday, February 13, 2004
today was frenship day.. n today saw many ppl comin to sch wif gifts for frens n loved ones.. well my class was no diff too.. all the gals came to sch wif small prez to rmbr tis special day.. well i myself baked dome cookies for the gals in class.. the guys oso bought roses for the gals.. the 38 gang prepared ballons n we all gave each other the ballon.. after tat is was a normal sch day.. n ltr into the evenin, i had my friendly wif mjc.. at first i cld not play in the friendly.. but due to an injury to one of my player, i had to take his place in a double match.. which i won 9-4 wif my partner ashwin.. overall we won 4-2.. three singles n one doubles.. we lose one singles n a double.. n we are gg to play our seniors nxt thurs.. hope tat by then i can sqeeze my way into playin a singles match..
Josh Loh
10:51 PM
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
its the first time i'd cried tis mth.. i din wan to cry but wad my mum sed n upon seein her cry jus made the tears flow.. my mum was upset wif my sis for gg out without tellin her.. she kept scoldin my sis while ironin clothes.. after she was done wif ironin, she sat down n told my sis that she had to follow my dad bcos he has high-blood pressure n high cholesterol.. she had to be there to make sure tat he is ok.. n when my mum sed tis, she was which made me tear too.. it jus makes u tink abt it deeply.. my dad is workin so hard jus to make our lives more comfortable.. altho he can jus retire n enjoy life, he continues to work day in day out.. drivin to malaysia n flyin to japan to tend to all he things jus to earn tat little bit more.. DADDY I LOVE YOU..
Josh Loh
9:02 PM
Sunday, February 08, 2004
frm last nite 8.15 to tis morn 7.15 i went to watch LORD OF THE RINGS marathon.. it was reali nice.. onli tat we had to stay awake when we are used to slpin at the timin when we watch the marathon.. after watchin it agi, it brought back some nice scenes of the three part movie.. they also showed the extended version so there were some parts tat were not shown in the cinemas.. luffed abit n slpt abit too.. haha.. but after tat came back n slpt till 3.. then gt up n did some maths homework b4 headin out for dinner.. then now must rush homework agi.. sian.. slpy too.. haha
Josh Loh
10:24 PM
Thursday, February 05, 2004
oways wondered.. if being in a relationship is reali necessary.. after seein wad my frens go thru, n being thru some experiences myself, it makes u reali tink hard.. it makes u tink deeply n reflect on life.. n in tis v impt yr, sometimes u jus dunno wad is the right frm wrong.. any wrong moves now wil cause a devastatin effect on our future.. but the human body has a reali unique way of life.. when u dun wish to tink of certain things, they wil oways come in to ur mind i distract u.. n these things sometimes do bring back reali bad memories..
Josh Loh
9:55 PM
today had to come home early.. my mum wanted my to take an x-ray of my foot to make sure tat there isnt any fracture or dislocation.. after waitin for 1hr, i got the results.. n fortunately, there isnt any fracture or dislocation.. jus some soft tissue tats swollen.. wun be able to take part in the mjc friendly as i cant exercise for two weeks.. other den tat, life's stil the same wif rushin sch work n copyin sch work.. sometimes i jus wished jc life can be a little diff..
Josh Loh
9:50 PM
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
today i finally cld walk ard in sch without wearin slippers.. haha.. felt good to be able to walk agi.. now im 65% recovered... i wanna be 100% by nxt tue.. so i can train once b4 the friendly wif mjc.. well today was kinda slpy all day.. esp durin maths lect n gp.. nearly slpt but did not.. haha.. then after sch, i had a new coach comin down to train us.. the coach's name was mr john.. he is pretty old.. but his style of teachin is reali good.. tats wad i feel.. he reali helps each of my team-mates.. tho i din train, i stil enjoyed seein my team-mates train.. hope i can recover real quickly.. so can train..my hand is itchin to hold the racket n sweat lor.. haiz..
Josh Loh
10:59 PM
Monday, February 02, 2004
gg to hav a few friendly comin up.. one tis mth wif mjc n the other in march wif yjc.. n hopefully two more wif tpjc n cjc..i wanna recover quickly frm my leg injury as tis is the first time i hav not been able to do sport for so long.. but i can walk properly now.. so hopefully i can join my team n plaa agains mjc n play the bball 3 v 3..
Josh Loh
9:07 PM
on fri n sat, i was involved in the chingay parade.. at first i tot it was jus gg to b some event where i went there to do some dance n cheer a little n get some needed CIP hrs.. but after everything, i realised tat doin things frm ur heart reali makes one happy.. i din reali enjoy myself while performin on fri cos there wasnt any crowd to perform.. but on sat, i was in front of the grand stands.. n the crowd was reali interactive.. they did wad ever the mc asked them to do.. and joined in wif the activities.. i had fun wif my classmates as we all had fun jus jumpin ard n dancin.. the most enjoyable part was doin the ketchup dance at the end.. overall the parade was a success n its a job well done by all the motivators.. altho we had little slp, but i tink tat it was a gd experience.. its a diff thing frm being in the NDP choir.. haha..
Josh Loh
8:59 PM
