Wednesday, January 28, 2004

tis morn was reali a rush..when my mum dropped my sis, it was already 7.05.. n i took abt 20+ min to get to sch.. n when i reached sch, i had to limp to the concourse cos it was rainin n mr philip tan was shoutin " walk faster guys.. its gettin late already.." but nvm tat.. after tat, today was practically a day meant for copyin work.. first i had to copy maths common test corrections cos its due today.. n then had to copy chem prac cos Dr wong wants us to complete it.. we had a little fun in chinese n oso luffed quite abit durin chem prac.. cos joyce overshot the mark when fiilin the standard flask, so she had to redo.. then charles took the wrong solution n mixed the solutions up.. then Dr wong had to test him the two diff solutions while he was titratin.. haha.. had a good luff.. then is was the chingay prac.. was kinda fun.. then dancin wasnt tat bad.. onli tat my movements where kinda restricted due to the ankle.. but it was fun overall.. n im so tired today.. i slpt while watchin tv too.. so i guess im jus gg to slp now.. byez ppl..

Monday, January 26, 2004

first day in sch wif my sprained ankle.. heng today onli got one lect.. or not must climb up n down v ma fan.. haha.. but then agi.. 4 hrs of tut isnt tat good either.. so its both good n bad i guess.. anywae today did so much work n oso got back maths n bio paper.. jgot 25/50 for maths.. the first time i passed a maths paper.. n bio got 35/60.. i wanna inprove on my maths.. n hope i can do beta in bio too.. tmr gettin back chem liao.. abit scared cos din reali do tat wel.. tats wad i tink la..

Sunday, January 25, 2004

why must u control who i mix ard wif.. u hav watched my grow up for 18 yrs.. n i tink i deserve some space n freedom to decide who i mix ard wif.. its not lyk my poly frens smoke or drink or tk drugs.. why cant u accept them lyk u do wif raphael n jae hee they all.. is it jus bcos raphael n jae hee are in jc so tats why u let me hang out wif them.. i mean some of my jc frens smoke n drink more than my poly frens lor.. so dun stereotype poly students n jc students.. u hav no right to do so.. cos they deserve beta as not all poly students are bad..


third day of the new yr.. n it must hav been the most boring one too.. woke up at lyk 2.30pm.. din eat lunch n went to play gunbound till abt 6+ b4 i read some gp articles... then i played a little more b4 havin my dinner wif my sis n her bf.. after tt, i got some chem homework done b4 leavin to kelvin's hse.. it was rainin heavily so i took a cab there.. got there n play gunbound for awhile b4 gg out to watch soccer on tv.. ARSENAL playin MIDDLESBROUGH.. watch till the score was 2-1 b4 i was forced to go home by my dad... got home n called my dad to tell him i was home.. n he jus wasn't happy tat i went to kelvin's hse... he sed:" i tink i shld quit my got n stay home to teach u.. or not my son wil become a gangster. tmr i come home then tok." then he hang up.. i was lyk wtf man.. u wan me home n i came home.. n why cant i choose the frens im wif.. i mean so wad if they are frm the poly.. dun look down on poly ppl lehz.. they are after all stil my frens.. im jus reali pissed off tat they do not wan me to hang out wif my poly frens.. jus bcos they are frm poly n im forbidded to go out wif them.. wad is tis man..

Saturday, January 24, 2004

din reali do much agi today cos of my leg.. onli visited my dad's ex boss hse to collect the biggest ang bao of tis new yr.. heez.. then went to my 4th aunt's hse to play wif dog.. but the dog too furry so not much fun to play wif cos he keeps droppin fur.. but his cute cos his v greedy, when u tk something to eat rite, his eyes wil follow the food into ur mouth one.. haha.. then went to my paternal granny's hse for dinner n play abit of blackjack there n won abit of $$.. then my family had dinner there b4 gg home.. play gunbound for some time n my i blog b4 i go to slp..

Thursday, January 22, 2004

today woke up feelin tired.. din reali slp well bcos of my leg.. but anywae today had fun collectin ang baos man.. haha.. but onli collected 22 of them.. hope tmr can get abit more.. if not i wil jus go visitin when i recover.. hope can recover in time to do so though.. well the reali fun part was while watchin american idol.. some contestants were reali DAMN FUNNY sia.. totall cant sing for nuts, jus lyk me.. haha..


guess ur rite.. mayb i shld jus let it go for the meantime.. lets mother nature sort things out for us.. mayb it wil be beta tis way.. n frm tis, there are some lessons to be learnt.. but im not gg to say it cos me dun wan spoil the mood of thus happy festive season.. so all u ppl out there.. jus PARTTTYYY!~!~! n hav fun lyk there's no tmr.. wil continue my bloggin tmr or the day after tmr.. seeya peeps then..


happy chinese new yr to one n all of frn singaporean frens.. hope tat tis new yr wld bring good fortune n wealth n luck to all of u all.. my day started out ok i guess.. had fun in show watchin the performance.. some were nice, while others were too long.. but overall a great performance by all.. then after sch went to hav "trainin" wif jack jason n aaron.. but the unfortunate thing is tat i stepped onto one guy's foot n sprained my ankle.. now its reali bruised reali bad.. till it reali hurts to walk.. back to the fun stuff.. reunion dinner was fun man.. had so much laughter.. my whole family cracked jokes on each other n we all laughed lyk mad.. haha.. then after dinner i started to place a hot bag over my ankle to help ease the swellin.. it was ok la.. but too hot liao the bag.. n i din see any inprovements.. still limpin v badly.. hope tmr wil be beta so can collect ang baos.. heeez...

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

woke up today feelin feverish n was havin a small bout of flu.. but i stil got myself to go to sch as i dun wan to miss any lessons.. got to sch n felt slighty beta.. but when chem lect started, the flu got worst n fever was stil there.. i jus beared wif it n carried on in sch.. lasted 2hrs of gp n 1hr of CT.. was suppose t hav a test on electrophilic susbtitution but Dr wong din come today.. so we got to change a date for it.. den durin chem, jek soverynn hui qian n evelyn play soccer wif a piece of paper n pencils, n oso soccer wif two pencil box n a eraser.. we played till its time for pe n durin pe, i had tis reali bad stitch on my left side of my stomach.. was reali bad when i ran, but mr bernard tell sed its jus tightness of the muscle so i jus carried on runnin wid the pain.. thankfull it ended soon for me to recover for trainin.. first time trainin wif coach for a long long time.. had fun doin the drills n when we played "king" after the drills, we had more fun tryin to beat out coach but to now avail.. haha.. hope my fever n flu wil disappear tmr so tat i can train for bball 3 on 3 in feb..


guess there is no point in sayin im sorry.. the hurt tat i caused u is jus too much.. i was jus too childish to go n tink tat way.. myab i shld hav jus sms u to ask u the reason for ur action b4 i reacted.. but its of no use rite now.. u cant heal the hole left by a nail when u nailed it thru the board.. u can take the nail out.. but the scar of the nail wil oways remain.. guess tat it wad i hav done.. n it wil be difficult to undo it.. im jus prayin hard tat time can reali heal n help our freship.. each day in sch is jus gettin more painful wif each passin day.. but i jus try to look fine n normal n carry on wif sch.. but whenever i get home, the pains starts to come again..

Monday, January 19, 2004

i guess i reali jus gave it too much thought.. mayb im jus too senstitive.. i dunno wad im gg thru these past few days.. n no words can express the feelings inside of me now.. myu heart is jus beatin so quickly n i dun noe the reason why i can feel it beatin so fast.. after u told me why u did wad u did, i jus feel stupid n foolish.. stupid to hav treated tat action the way i did n foolish to hav tot tat our frenship wld end tis way.. guess wad ppl say is true.. some things in life, jus take it as it is.. dun gif it too much tot n let ur heart tell u wad to do.. im sorry for havin sed those things n hope i can hav ur forgiveness.. but mayb its too much to ask frm u.. after wad sed..


mayb i hav hurt u by the things i did.. but after tinkin abt wad happened today, i jus help it but to feel a little hurt.. i wld lyk to keep tis frenship alive.. i dun wan it to jus end lyk tat.. or bcos of tat one incident to ruin the frenship tat i treasure so much.. but i guess now its time we jus go our own paths.. and lets see if time can reali heal all wounds..n im sorry if wad i sed has hurt u in anywae.. but i jus feel tis way rite now n i need to let it off my chest .. was a quite sad when it happened but i guess u did cos u tink tat its beta for the both of us.. wif all sed n done, i jus hope tat u wld remain the same cheerful n full of confidence gal tat i knew back then..


today is jus a classic example of a bad day.. firstly, i was late for the first time in sr.. den my chinese teacher bugged me for my chinese homework which i haven done.. then must get it done by tmr.. sianz.. then later into the day, stil got maths sup paper remedial.. n it was so borin tat i fell aslp while the teacher was explainin how to do a sum.. then we left at 6 plus.. but it was rainin.. and i got a little drenched.. but the worst thing happen after bio lect.. which i dun reali wanna tok abt..


today is jus a classic example of a bad day.. firstly, i was late for the first time in sr.. den my chinese teacher bugged me for my chinese homework which i haven done.. then must get it done by tmr.. sianz.. then later into the day, stil got maths sup paper remedial.. n it was so borin tat i fell aslp while the teacher was explainin how to do a sum.. then we left at 6 plus.. but it was rainin.. and i got a little drenched.. but the worst thing happen after bio lect.. which i dun reali wanna tok abt..


today is jus a classic example of a bad day.. firstly, i was late for the first time in sr.. den my chinese teacher bugged me for my chinese homework which i haven done.. then must get it done by tmr.. sianz.. then later into the day, stil got maths sup paper remedial.. n it was so borin tat i fell aslp while the teacher was explainin how to do a sum.. then we left at 6 plus.. but it was rainin.. and i got a little drenched.. but the worst thing happen after bio lect.. which i dun reali wanna tok abt..

Sunday, January 18, 2004

its another slack day for me today.. was suppose to complete my homework which i found out tat i had tons n tons of them.. but onli did a little n went to slack.. tried my new blades tat my sis bf got me.. then went to my granny's place for awhile but headin to bedok for dinner.. after dinner my mum did some shoppin for chinese goodies then we came back.. n now i must go pia my homework.. or not doc wong wil murder me tmr..


"Closer To Me"

Constantly girl you're on my mind,
and girl I think about you all of the time
and even though words are hard to say,
girl I miss you, never thought I'd feel this way.

[BRIDGE]
If you keep on taking, my heart you'll be breaking so why do you do this to me?
You know how I'm feeling it's you I believe in baby can't you see that I need you?

[CHORUS]
You know that it's true.
Every time I see your face I miss you baby
You know that it's you.
I want to let you know you're driving me crazy.
I'd do anything to help you to see, I don't think you understand what you're doing to me.
You know that it's true.
Every now and then I want to call you baby.
You know that it's you.
I say a prayer that you'll come back to me lady.
Oh yeah.
Life ain't anything alone can't you see you're an angel in my eyes,
everyday you're closer to me.

Nobody's there when I call your name,
and nights are cold girl without your flame.
But if I could girl I'd make you see.
That I'm sorry, and that I need you here with me.

[BRIDGE]

[CHORUS]

Every day reminisce with the past
of a love that we thought would last.
How we used to be when it was you and me.
How did it all disappear so fast.
There are days that I can't forget
there are things that I now regret.
I was there for you when you were there for me, and I was thinkin' we were set.
Every night when I'm laying in my bed
I hear your voice going round in my head, think of all the things
I could have done and all those things I could have said.
I really will make it up to you
I know now what I've got to do,
It took time but now I've realised how much I'm missing you.

[CHORUS]



sometimes u onli learn after u hav been thru tat experience... but by den, its a little too late.. sometimes u jus wished u had a time machine to travel back in time n make the rite decisions.. then mayb, jus mayb life wld be brighter n more enjoyable.. but guess the past is history.. i jus got to move on n carry on wif life..

Saturday, January 17, 2004

yest slpt pretty late.. then toady had to wake up at 8 to meet jekhao n jun yeow for breakfast heartland at 9.. but mum din wake me up on time.. onli woke up at 8.45.. heng got my dad to fetch me there.. haha.. had carrot cake n soya bean drink for breakfast.. then went to sch to decorate the general office for inter hse.. spent most of the time makin lanterns.. cos not enuf.. then after half way, half of the ppl left.. then onli left me, karic, renee, grace n a gal whom i dunno her name.. then we continue decoratin the place till abt 3.. after tat i left to join my sec sch frens to as they needed to shop for new yr clothing.. then after tat i went back to my sec sch to help out wif the sec one orientation camp.. it was kinda nice to go back there.. missed tat sch quite abit.. had some reali good memories when i was there.. had dinner at parkway then played a little pool b4 i join my parents to go singin.. haha..

Friday, January 16, 2004

When you love someone, you'll do crazy things you
can't explain, you'll deny the truth and believe in
lies. When you love someone, you sacrifice, give
everything you've got and don't think twice. You risk
it all no matter what.

Everything in life is temporary because everything
changes. That is why it takes courage to love, knowing
it might end anytime...having faith will make it last.

Love is the feeling we fall in and out of, and
every time we fall off, we learn to hold on
tighter...hoping that next time, we may never have to
let go.

They say when love knocks at your door, open it. But
do you know that sometimes love enters through the
back door and before you begin to notice it, it's on
it's way out.

A love is easy to feel, so hard to explain; so easy to
get, so hard to let go; so easy to spell, so hard to
define...and yet everyone is still taking the risk.
That's love!

Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it
may give you aches and pain, but if you don't follow
your heart; in the end you will cry even more for not
giving love a chance.


today normal sch started le.. SIANZ.. anywae life must go on.. so why sigh.. well sch was reali borin.. then i got swimmin team meetin at 1.. met some nice j1.. dunno if i wil continue lehz.. cos clash wif my tennis trainin.. n tennis is my top priority.. at first was prepared to hav swimmin trainin today but the teacher in charge say today cant train.. so nv train.. then instead i went for tennis trainin... after runnin the road race route, legs were a little tired.. but stil played.. then the down point is tt my left calf cramped real bad.. now its still tight.. hope tat after a good nites slp, tat leg wil be beta.. dun wanna walk lyk crippled.. haha..

Thursday, January 15, 2004

bio paper was on today.. haha.. it was a bad start man.. firstly i was almost late for the paper.. jus made it into the hall on time.. anywae then spent so much time on the mcq that i had little time to complete the other sections.. and the paper wasnt tat easy oso.. haiz.. but after tat was beta la.. went queensway to do my tennis racket.. then walked ard tryin to find my tennis shoe.. but was to no avail.. then i had dinner wif my parents n younger sis at tis hotel.. the food was great man.. damn nice.. quite reasonable too.. anywae then we rushed to raffles place so tat i cld get my swimmin trunks for my swimmin trainin tmr.. haha.. dunno wad im tinkin man..

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

chem paper finally over.. took so long for me to memorise those conditions for the different reaction.. but when i gt into the hall, i forgot most of it.. so i sian diao.. haha.. anywae the paper was kinda tricky.. but if got more time i tink the paper shld be ok.. ok.. enuf of chem paper.. now lets tok abt tennis trials.. when reach sch, den i realise my teacher wanted the trainin to b held at 3.. but all the j1 guys n some gals where there after sch.. n the worst thing is tat i cld nt find my teacher.. so we jus stayed ard there for some time b4 my teacher came.. anywae i got the j1 guys to warm up first while my teacher had lunch.. jus as he came back, i started the trial.. n he took over the trials frm there.. while i spa wif gilbert.. his not bad.. frm SAS.. hope he wil stay on after first three mths..

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

Life Goes On
---------------------------------
Verse 1

Have you ever felt this before,
I just can't seem to take it no more.
It seems so hard to hide,
All the feelings kept inside.
Getting blamed for what,
I don't know.

Chorus

I tried to be myself,
But one thing on my mind.
Kept causing pain and sorrows in my heart.
All these smiles i faked,
God knows for who's sake.
For I must carry on,
Life Goes On...

Verse 2

There's no reason for me to lie,
But you think it's an alibi.
Your lucky I might,
Not put up a fight.
Hurting you, wil hurt me more.

Chorus

I tried to be myself,
But one thing on my mind.
Kept causing pain and sorrows in my heart.
All these smiles i faked,
God knows for who's sake.
For I must carry on,
Life Goes On...

Bridge

I fall in, I fall out,
It's all too much for me to think about.
Why must I,
Live in this doubt.
Of having failures, I can't live without.

Chorus

I tried to be myself,
But one thing on my mind.
Kept causing pain and sorrows in my heart.
All these smiles i faked,
God knows for who's sake.
For I must carry on,
Life Goes On...



somethings in life wil jus remain the way it is.. and no matter how hard u try, nth wil ever change history.. lyk they say.. the past is history, the future is unknown.. but today is a gift.. tats why its called the present.. we jus hav to move on in life n lets things come naturally..


most ppl hate studyin.. well so do i when u oways fall aslp while studyin.. its lyk my room doesnt hav a proper table.. so i hav to lie down on my bed to study.. but after lyk 20min, i wil close my eyes.. and then tats it.. i wil slp for abt an 1 at least.. haha.. hope i can finish my last two chpts ltr.. so after bloggin i'll be gone..


i guess wad the article i read is thru.. Loving someone means u shld b ready to experience heartache n happiness at the same time.. if u are nt ready to experience it, u wil nv get to feel how its lyk to fall in love n be loved.. sometimes love can reali hurt u badly till a pt where u wished u were not in love.. but on the other hand, love has tat power to heal all wounds n brighten up ur life..


now its abt one hr after my bdae.. i jus wanna thanks those ppl who wished me happy bdae.. got some surprised greetings.. but reali happy that i stil hav frens who rmbr my bdae.. cos in sec sch, onli my "brudders" wld rmbr my bdae.. so i guess its ok to be older huh.. haha


today was the first day of common test.. arhg.. so sian.. but anywae GP to me was a killer cos half the time i do not noe wad im writin.. haha.. tink im gg to fail it.. anywae im jus glad tat its over for NOW.. when the paper comes back, tats it man.. im a goner.. haha.. the nxt paper was maths.. i tot it wld be another goner.. but some how i manage to do most of the qns.. onli left one qns out.. pretty happy tat i cld do so many qns.. but i tink i stil gt to study hard to impove more..

Sunday, January 11, 2004

jus came back frm a long n painful singin session wif my family.. haha.. had lots of fun.. esp when my dad tried to sing those high pitch songs, but bcos he's havin a sore throat, he cld not reach those notes.. and my mum n i were luffin lyk mad.. haha.. we had lots to drink too.. wad kinda drunk for a period of time tho.. but now im sober agi.. haha.. now im worried for my common test tmr.. havin GP n maths paper tmr.. n i noe nth abt my maths lor.. die liao.. tink im gonna fail it and then got to attend remedial.. sianz.. haha.. but its a fun day tho.. one more hr till my bdae..


i duno wad is wrong wif me.. i hav two papers comin up but i jus cant seem to stop tinkin abt u.. mayb i reali shld hav nt sed those things which i sed back then.. den mayb things wld be beta for the both of us..


sometimes i jus wished i haven sed some things i sed.. then life wld jus be the same n nth wld hav changed..


i got to thank minah for helpin me wif my blog.. if not, tis blog wld nv be here.. haha.. anywae today has been a reali slack day for me.. wanted to get some studyin done, but instead played CM4.. then went out for dinner liao.. n when i came back, its straight away online till now.. tink i gonna do badly for my common test.. haha

Saturday, January 10, 2004

well.. its my first nite bloggin.. fri has been a long long day.. first wad maths tut n then lect.. so sian.. jus wanted to slp.. then wad chinese.. even worst lor, must do compo.. haiz.. so unlucky.. but had abit of fun durin it cos me n jek played wif paper aeroplanes.. haha.. then wad gp where we had more laughter.. but bio tut came.. n the worst of all.. PE!~!~! i hate PE.. esp my teacher lor.. second pe lesson then make us run 2.4km.. haiz.. calf cramp stil hurtin.. haha..

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